CATULLUS: THE POEMS


 

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Contents


1. The Dedication: to Cornelius. 6

2. Tears for Lesbiaís Sparrow.. 7

2b. Atalanta. 7

3. The Death of Lesbiaís Sparrow.. 8

4.† His Boat9

5. Letís Live and Love: to Lesbia. 10

6. Flaviusís Girl: to Flavius. 11

7. How Many Kisses: to Lesbia. 12

8. Advice: to himself13

9. Back from Spain: to Veranius. 14

10. Home Truths for Varusís girl: to Varus. 15

11. Words against Lesbia: to Furius and Aurelius. 15

12. Stop Stealing the Napkins! : to Asinius Marrucinus. 17

13. Invitation: to Fabullus. 18

14. What a Book! : to Calvus the Poet19

15. A Warning: to Aurelius. 20

16. A Rebuke: to Aurelius and Furius. 21

17. The Town of Cologna Veneta. 22

21. Greedy: To Aurelius.24

22. People Who Live in Glass Houses: to Varus. 25

23. Poverty: to Furius. 26

24. Furiusís Poverty: to Iuventius. 27

25. My Things Back Please: to Thallus. 28

26. The Mortgage: to Furius. 29

27. Falernian Wine. 30

28. Patronage: to Veranus and Fabullus. 31

29. Catamite. 32

30. Faithlessness: to Alfenus. 33

31. Sirmio. 34

32. Siesta: to IpsŪthilla. 35

33. A Suggestion: to Vibennius. 36

34. Song: to Diana. 37

35. Cybele: to Caecilius. 38

36. Burnt-Offering: to Volusiusís Droppings. 39

37. Free for All: to the Regulars and Egnatius. 40

38. A Word Please: to Cornificius. 41

39. Your Teeth! : to Egnatius. 42

40. You want Fame? : to Ravidus. 43

41. An Unreasonable Demand: to Ameana. 44

42. The Writing Tablets: to the Hendecasyllables. 45

43. No Comparison: to Ameana. 46

44. His Estate. 47

45. A Pastoral: to Septimius. 48

46. Spring Parting. 49

47. Preferment: to Porcius and Socration. 50

48. Passion: to Iuventius. 51

49. A Compliment: to Marcus Tullius Cicero. 52

50. Yesterday: to Licinius Calvus. 53

51 An Imitation of Sappho: to Lesbia. 54

52. Injustice: on Nonnius. 55

53. Laughter in Court: to Gaius Licinius Calvus. 56

54. Oh Caesar! : of Othoís head. 57

55. Where are You? : to Camerius. 58

56. Threesome: to Cato. 59

57. You Two! : to Caius Julius Caesar60

58. Lament for Lesbia: to Marcus Caelius Rufus. 61

59. The Leavings: on Rufa. 62

60. Lioness. 63

61. Epithalamion: for Vinia and Manlius. 64

62. Wedding Song. 69

63. Of Berecynthia and Attis. 71

64. Of the Argonauts and an Epithalamium for Peleus and Thetis. 74

65. The Promise: to Hortalus. 84

66. The Lock of Hair: Berenice. 85

67. Of Someoneís Adulterous Door88

68. Friendship: to Manlius. 90

68b. Commemoration: to Allius. 91

69. Odorous: To Rufus. 95

70. Womanís Faithfulness. 96

71. Revenge. 97

72. Familiarity: to Lesbia. 98

73. Failed Friend. 99

74. Security: to Gellius. 100

75. Chained: to Lesbia. 101

76. Past Kindness: to the Gods. 102

77. Traitor: to Rufus. 103

78. The Pandar: to Gallus. 104

78b. Immortality. 105

79. Not So Fair: to Lesbius. 106

80. Give-Away: to Gellius. 107

81. Strange Taste: to Iuventius. 108

82. Eye-debt: to Quintius. 109

83. The Husband: to Lesbia. 110

84. Aspirations: to Arrius. 111

85. Love-Hate. 112

86. True Beauty: to Lesbia. 113

87. Incomparable: to Lesbia. 114

88. Incest in the Family: to Gellius. 115

89. Thinness: to Gellius. 116

90. Too Much! : to Gellius. 117

91. My Mistake: to Gellius. 118

92. Sign of Love: to Lesbia. 119

93. Indifference: to Gaius Julius Caesar120

94. Naturally: to Mentula. 121

95. Smyrna: to Gaius Helvius Cinna. 122

96. Beyond The Grave: to Gaius Licinius Calvus. 123

97. Disgusting: to Aemilius. 124

98. Well Armed: to Victius. 125

99. Stolen Kisses: to Iuventius. 126

100. A Choice: to Marcus Caelius. 127

101. Ave Atque Vale: An Offering to the Dead. 128

102. Secrecy: to Cornelius. 129

103. Choose: to Silo. 130

104. Monstrous. 131

105. No Poet: to Mentula. 132

106. Itís Obvious. 133

107. Back Again: to Lesbia. 134

108. Dear Cominius. 135

109. A Prayer: to Lesbia. 136

110. No Cheating: to Aufilena. 137

111. Preferable: to Aufilena. 138

112. To Naso. 139

113. Fruitful: to Gaius Helvius Cinna. 140

114. Mirage: to Mentula. 141

115. Menace: to Mentula. 142

116. The Last Word: to Gellius. 143

Index of First Lines. 145

 


 

1. The Dedication: to Cornelius

 

To whom do I send this fresh little book

of wit, just polished off with dry pumice?

To you, Cornelius: since you were accustomed

to consider my trifles worth something

even then, when you alone of Italians

dared to explain all the ages, in three learned

works, by Jupiter, and with the greatest labour.

Then take this little book for your own: whatever

it is, and is worth: virgin Muse, patroness,

let it last, for more lives than one.

 


2. Tears for Lesbiaís Sparrow

 

Sparrow, my sweet girlís delight,

whom she plays with, holds to her breast,

whom, greedy, she gives her little finger to,

often provoking you to a sharp bite,

whenever my shining desire wishes

to play with something she loves,

I suppose, while strong passion abates,

it might be a small relief from her pain:

might I toy with you as she does

and ease the cares of a sad mind!

 

2b. Atalanta

 

Itís as pleasing to me as, they say,

that golden apple was to the swift girl,

that loosed her belt, too long tied.


3. The Death of Lesbiaís Sparrow

 

Mourn, O you Loves and Cupids

and such of you as love beauty:

my girlís sparrow is dead,

sparrow, the girlís delight,

whom she loved more than her eyes.

For he was sweet as honey, and knew her

as well as the girl her own mother,

he never moved from her lap,

but, hopping about here and there,

chirped to his mistress alone.

Now he goes down the shadowy road

from which they say no one returns.

Now let evil be yours, evil shadows of Orcus,

that devour everything of beauty:

youíve stolen lovely sparrow from me.

O evil deed! O poor little sparrow!

Now, by your efforts, my girlís eyes

are swollen and red with weeping.


4.† His Boat

 

This boat you see, friends, will tell you

that she was the fastest of craft,

not to be challenged for speed

by any vessel afloat, whether

driven by sail or the labour of oars.

The threatening Adriatic coast wonít deny it,

nor the isles of the Cyclades,

nor noble Rhodes, nor fearful Bosphorus,

nor the grim bay of the Black Sea

where, before becoming a boat, she was

leafy wood: for on the heights of Cytorus

she often hissed to the whispering leaves.

The boat says these things were well known to you,

and are, Amastris and box-wood clad Cytorus:

she says from the very beginning she stood

on your slope, that she dipped her oars

in your water, and carried her owner from there

over so many headstrong breakers,

whether the wind cried from starboard

or larboard, or whether Jupiter struck at the sheets

on one side and the other, together:

and no prayers to the gods of the shore were offered

for her, when she came from a foreign sea

here, as far as this limpid lake.

But thatís past: now hidden away here

she ages quietly and offers herself to you,

Castor and his brother, heavenly Twins.


5. Letís Live and Love: to Lesbia

 

Let us live, my Lesbia, let us love,

and all the words of the old, and so moral,

may they be worth less than nothing to us!

Suns may set, and suns may rise again:

but when our brief light has set,

night is one long everlasting sleep.

Give me a thousand kisses, a hundred more,

another thousand, and another hundred,

and, when weíve counted up the many thousands,

confuse them so as not to know them all,

so that no enemy may cast an evil eye,

by knowing that there were so many kisses.


 

6. Flaviusís Girl: to Flavius

 

Flavius, unless your delights

were tasteless and inelegant,

youíd want to tell, and couldnít be silent.

Surely youíre in love with some feverish

little whore: youíre ashamed to confess it.

Now, pointlessly silent, you donít seem to be

idle of nights, itís proclaimed by your bed

garlanded, fragrant with Syrian perfume,

squashed cushions and pillows, here and there,

and the trembling frame shaken,

quivering and wandering about.

But being silent does nothing for you.

Why? Spread thighs blab itís not so,

if not quite what foolishness you commit.

How and whatever youíve got, good or bad,

tell us. I want to name you and your loves

to the heavens in charming verse.


7. How Many Kisses: to Lesbia

 

Lesbia, you ask how many kisses of yours

would be enough and more to satisfy me.

As many as the grains of Libyan sand

that lie between hot Jupiterís oracle,

at Ammon, in resin-producing Cyrene,

and old Battiades sacred tomb:

or as many as the stars, when night is still,

gazing down on secret human desires:

as many of your kisses kissed

are enough, and more, for mad Catullus,

as canít be counted by spies

nor an evil tongue bewitch us.


8. Advice: to himself

 

Sad Catullus, stop playing the fool,

and let what you know leads you to ruin, end.

Once, bright days shone for you,

when you came often drawn to the girl

loved as no other will be loved by you.

Then there were many pleasures with her,

that you wished, and the girl not unwilling,

truly the bright days shone for you.

And now she no longer wants you: and you

weak man, be unwilling to chase what flees,

or live in misery: be strong-minded, stand firm.

Goodbye girl, now Catullus is firm,

he doesnít search for you, wonít ask unwillingly.

But youíll grieve, when nobody asks.

Woe to you, wicked girl, what lifeís left for you?

Whoíll submit to you now? Whoíll see your beauty?

Who now will you love? Whose will they say youíll be?

Who will you kiss? Whose lips will you bite?

But you, Catullus, be resolved to be firm.


9. Back from Spain: to Veranius

 

Veranius, first to me of all

my three hundred thousand friends,

have you come home to your own house

your harmonious brothers, and old mother?

Youíre back. O happy news for me!

Iíll see you safe and sound and listen

to your tales of Spanish places that youíve done,

and tribes, as is your custom, and

hang about your neck, and kiss

your lovely mouth and eyes.

O who of all men is happier

than I the gladdest and happiest?


10. Home Truths for Varusís girl: to Varus

Varus drags me into his affairs

out of the Forum, where Iím seen idling:

to a little whore I immediately saw,

not very inelegant, not unattractive,

who, when we came there, met us

with varied chatter, including, how might

Bithynia stand now, whatís it like, and where

might the benefit have been to me in cash.

I told her whatís true, nothing at all,

while neither the praetors nor their aides,

return any the richer, especially since

our Praetor, Memmius, the bugger,

cared not a jot for his followers.

ĎBut surely,í they said, you could have bought

slaves they say are made for the litter there.í

I, so the girl might take me to be wealthy,

said Ďno, for me things werenít so bad,

that coming across one bad province,

I couldnít buy eight good men.í

But Iíd no one, neither here nor there,

who might even raise to his shoulder

the shattered foot of an old couch.

At this she, like the shameless thing she was, said

ĎI beg you, my dear Catullus, for the loan of them,

just for a while: Iíd like to be carried

to Serapís temple.í ĎWaití I said to the girl,

Ďwhat I just said was mine, isnít actually in

my possession: my friend Cinna, thatís Gaius,

purchased the thing for himself.

Whether theyíre his or mine, what difference to me?

I use them just as well as if Iíd bought them myself.

But you are quite tasteless, and annoying,

you with whom no inexactness is allowed.í

 

 

 

11. Words against Lesbia: to Furius and Aurelius

 

Furius and Aurelius, you friends of Catullus,

whether he penetrates farthest India,

where the Eastern waves strike the shore

with deep resonance,

or among the Hyrcanians and supple Arabs,

or Sacians and Parthian bowmen,

or where the seven-mouthed Nile

colours the waters,

or whether heíll climb the high Alps,

viewing great Caesarís monuments,

the waters of Gallic Rhine,

and the furthest fierce Britons,

whatever the will of the heavens

brings, ready now for anything,

tell my girl this in a few

ill-omened words.

Let her live and be happy with her adulterers,

hold all three-hundred in her embrace,

truly love-less, wearing them all down

again and again: let her not look for

my love as before,

she whose crime destroyed it, like the last

flower of the field, touched once

by the passing plough.


12. Stop Stealing the Napkins! : to Asinius Marrucinus

 

Asinius Marrucinus, you donít employ

your left hand too well: in wine and jest

you take neglected table-linen.

Do you think thatís witty? Get lost, you fool:

itís such a sordid and such an unattractive thing.

Donít you believe me? Believe Pollionus

your brother, who wishes your thefts

could be fixed by money: heís a boy

truly stuffed with wit and humour.

So expect three hundred hendecasyllables

or return my napkin, whose value

doesnít disturb me, truly,

itís a remembrance of my friends.

Fabullus and Veranius sent me the gift,

napkins from Spain: they must be cherished

as my Veranius and Fabullus must be.


13. Invitation: to Fabullus

 

Youíll dine well, in a few days, with me,

if the gods are kind to you, my dear Fabullus,

and if you bring lots of good food with you,

and donít come without a pretty girl

and wine and wit and all your laughter.

I say youíll dine well, and charmingly,

if you bring all that: since your Catullusís

purse alas is full of cobwebs.

But accept endearments in return for the wine

or whateverís sweeter and finer:

since Iíll give you a perfume my girl

was given by the Loves and Cupids,

and when youíve smelt it, youíll ask the gods

to make you, Fabullus, all nose.


14. What a Book! : to Calvus the Poet

 

If I didnít love you more than my eyes,

most delightful Calvus, Iíd dislike you

for this gift, with a true Vatinian dislike:

Now what did I do and what did I say,

to be so badly cursed with poets?

Let the gods send ill-luck to that client

who sent you so many wretches.

But if, as I guess, Sulla the grammarian

gave you this new and inventive gift,

thatís no harm to me, itís good and fine

that your efforts arenít all wasted.

Great gods, an amazing, immortal book!

That you sent, of course, to your Catullus,

so he might immediately die,

on the optimum day, in the Saturnalia!

No you wonít get away with this crime.

Now when itís light enough Iíll run

to the copyists bookstalls, Iíll acquire

Caesius, Aquinus, Suffenus,

all of the poisonous ones.

And Iíll repay you for this suffering.

Meanwhile farewell take yourself off, there,

whence your unlucky feet brought you,

cursed ones of the age, worst of poets.


15. A Warning: to Aurelius

 

I commend myself and my love to you,

Aurelius. I ask for modest indulgence,

so, if youíve ever had a desire in your mind

youíve pursued chastely and purely,

keep this boy of mine modestly safe,

I donít speak to the masses Ė nothing to fear

from those who pass to and fro in the streets

occupied with their business Ė

truly the fearís of you and your cock

dangerous to both good and bad boys.

Shake it about as you please, and with as much

force as you please, wherever you choose, outside:

I except him from that, with modesty, I think.

But if tempests of mind, and mad passion

impel you to too much sin, you wretch,

so you fill my boyís head with deceptions,

then let misery, and evil fate, be yours!

Of him whom, with feet dragged apart, an open door,

radishes and mullets pass through.


16. A Rebuke: to Aurelius and Furius

 

Iíll fuck you and bugger you,

Aurelius the pathic, and sodomite Furius,

who thought you knew me from my verses,

since theyíre erotic, not modest enough.

It suits the poet himself to be dutifully chaste,

his verses not necessarily so at all:

which, in short then, have wit and good taste

even if theyíre erotic, not modest enough,

and as for that can incite to lust,

I donít speak to boys, but to hairy ones

who canít move their stiff loins.

You, who read all these thousand kisses,

you think Iím less of a man?

Iíll fuck you, and Iíll bugger you.


17. The Town of Cologna Veneta

 

O Cologna, who want a long bridge to sport on,

and are ready to dance, though you fear

the useless bridge-props with their

much-patched standing timber,

lest they tumble and lie in deep mud:

let a good bridge be made for you as you desire

where even leap-frogging priests are safe: but

Cologna, give me that greatest gift, a good laugh.

I want a fellow-citizen of mine to go head over heels

straight into the deep mire from your bridge,

since truly the whole pool and the putrid marsh

is the blackest and deepest of chasms.

The manís totally dull, knows no more than

a two-year-old child, asleep in its fatherís trembling arms.

Who, though heís married a girl in her first flowering,

a girl more delicate than a pretty little kid,

needing to be tended more carefully than choicest grapes,

letís her play as she wishes, doesnít care a fig,

hasnít risen to the occasion, but like an alder

in a Ligurian ditch, crippled by the axe,

feels as much of it all as if there were no woman there:

Such is his stupor he doesnít see, or hear me, he,

who doesnít know who he is, or whether he is or not.

Now I want to toss him headlong from your bridge,

if itís possible suddenly to raise that stupefied dullness,

and abandon that indolent mind in the heavy bog,

as mules cast shoes into tenacious depths.

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Note: Nos: 18-20 are considered spurious and are omitted here.


21. Greedy: To Aurelius.

 

Aurelius, father of hungers,

you desire to fuck,

not just these, but whoever my friends

were, or are, or will be in future years.

not secretly: now at the same time as you joke

with one, you try clinging to him on every side.

In vain: now my insidious cock

will bugger you first.

And, if youíre filled, Iíll say nothing:

Now Iím grieving for him: you teach

my boy, mine, to hunger and thirst.

So lay off: while youíve any shame,

or you will end up being buggered.


22. People Who Live in Glass Houses: to Varus

 

Varus, that Suffenus, thoroughly known to us,

is a man whoís charming, witty, urbane,

and the same man for ages has penned many verses.

I think heís written a thousand, ten thousand, or more,

not those that are done on cheap manuscript

paper: but princely papyri, new books,

new roller ends, new red ties for the parchment,

lead-ruled and smoothed all-over with pumice.

When you read them, that lovely urbane Suffenus

turns into a goat-herd or a ditch-digger:

heís so altered and strange.

What should we think of it? He who might just now

have been playing the fool, being witty with the thing,

the same manís crude, crude as a bumpkin,

he mentions his poems as well, nor is there ever

likewise anything as happy as the poems he writes:

he delights in himself so, is so amazed by himself.

Of course weíre all deceived in the same way, and

thereís no one who canít somehow or other be seen

as a Suffenus. Whoever it is, is subject to error:

we donít see the pack on our own back.


23. Poverty: to Furius

 

Furius, you whoíve neither slaves nor cash

nor beetles nor spiders nor fire,

truly have a father and step-mother,

whose teeth can chew like flints:

thatís fine for you, and your father

and your fatherís wooden wife.

No wonder: since youíre all well,

good digestion, nothing to fear,

no flames, no weighty disasters,

no wicked deeds, no threat of poison,

no chance of further dangers.

And youíve a body drier than bone

or whatever is most desiccated

by heat and cold and hunger.

Why wouldnít you be well and happy?

Youíve no sweat, no phlegm,

or mucus, or evil cold in the head.

To this cleanliness add more cleanliness,

your arse is purer than a little salt-cellar,

and doesnít crap ten times in a year:

and your shitís harder than beans or pebbles.

So if you rub it and crush it between your fingers,

you canít stain a single finger:

it all suits you so happily Furius,

donít despise it, or consider it nothing,

and cease to beg for that hundred sestertia

you always ask for: sufficiency is riches.


24. Furiusís Poverty: to Iuventius

 

Iuventius, who are our pride,

not just now, for all times that have been,

or will be hereafter in later years,

rather surrender Midasís riches

to him, who has no slaves or cash,

than allow yourself to be loved by him.

ĎWhy, isnít he a decent man?í you ask. He is:

but this decent man has no slaves or cash.

Ignore it: disparage it as you may:

he still has no slaves and no money.


25. My Things Back Please: to Thallus

 

Thallus the sodomite, softer than rabbitís fur

or goose grease, or the little tip of the ear,

or an old manís slack penis mouldy with spider-webs,

and that same Thallus more rapacious than a wild storm,

when the sea-goddess reveals the yawning breakwaters,

return my cloak, you pounced on,

and Spanish napkin, and Bithynian painted ware,

absurd man, that you Ďowní openly like heirlooms.

Now, unglue them from your talons, and return them,

lest those soft little flanks and tender fingers

are shamefully written over with the mark of the lash,

and you toss immoderately, like a paltry boat

caught in a heavy sea, in a raging wind.


26. The Mortgage: to Furius

 

Furius, your little villaís not exposed

to the southerlies, or the westerlies,

the savage north-wind, or the easterly breeze,

but truly to fifteen thousand two hundred cash.

O terrifying and destructive wind!


27. Falernian Wine

 

Serving-boy fill for me stronger cups

of old Falernian, since Postumia,

the mistressís, laws demand it,

she whoís juicier then the juicy grape.

But you water, fatal to wine, away with you:

far off, wherever, be off to the strict.

This wine is Bacchusís own.


28. Patronage: to Veranus and Fabullus

 

Followers of Piso, needy retinue,

with suitable and ready packs,

Veranius, the best, and you, my Fabullus,

what possessions do you carry? Havenít you borne

hunger and cold enough with that good-for-nothing?

Do any small gains show in the expense accounts,

considering that I, following my praetor,

repay what was spent, with small gain?

O Memmius, truly, and daily, slowly

buggered me backwards with that whole tree of his.

But, as far as I can see, your case is the same:

now youíre stuffed by no less a circumcised cock.

Seek out the noble ones, my friends!

But, to you, may the gods and goddesses bring

much evil luck, disgraces to Romulus and Remus.


29. Catamite

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Who could see it, who could endure it,

unless he were shameless, greedy, a gambler?

Mamurra owns riches that Transalpine Gaul

and furthest Britain once owned.

Roman sodomite, do you see this and bear it?

And now shall the man, arrogant, overbearing,

flit through all of the beds

like a whitish dove or an Adonis?

Roman sodomite, do you see this and bear it?

Youíre shameless, greedy, a gambler.

Surely it wasnít for this, you, the unique leader,

were in the furthest western isle,

so that this loose-living tool of yours

might squander two or three hundred times its worth?

What is it but perverted generosity?

Hasnít he squandered enough, or been elevated enough?

First his inheritance was well and truly spent,

then the booty from Pontus, then

Spainís, to make three, as the gold-bearing Tagus knows:

now be afraid for Gaulís and Britainís.

Why cherish this evil? Whatís he good for

but to devour his rich patrimony?

Was it for this, the cityís wealthiest,

you, father-in law, son-in-law, wasted a world?


30. Faithlessness: to Alfenus

 

Alfenus, negligent, false to the concord of pals,

have you no sympathy now with your gentle friend?

The impious deeds of deceitful men donít please the gods.

You neglect me and abandon me to miserable illness.

Ah, say, what should men do, in whom should they trust?

Surely you, unjustly, commanded my trust, seduced

me to love, as if it were all quite safe for me.

Now you withdraw, and all your vain actions and words

you let slip on the winds, with the airy clouds.

If you forget, the gods will remember, Faith remembers,

so that whatever you do, youíll soon repent of your deeds.


 

31. Sirmio

 

Sirmio, jewel of islands, jewel of peninsulas,

jewel of whatever is set in the bright waters

or the great sea, or either ocean,

with what joy, what pleasure I gaze at you,

scarcely believing myself free of Thynia

and the Bithynian fields, seeing you in safety.

O what freedom from care is more joyful

than when the mind lays down its burden,

and weary, back home from foreign toil,

we rest in the bed we longed for?

This one momentís worth all the labour.

Hail, O lovely Sirmio, and rejoice as I rejoice,

and you, O lake of Lydian waters, laugh

with whatever of laughter lives here.


32. Siesta: to IpsŪthilla

 

Please, my sweet IpsŪthilla,

my delight, my charmer:

tell me to come to you at siesta.

And if you tell me, help it along,

let no-one cover the sign at your threshold,

nor you choose to step out of doors,

but stay at home, and get ready

for nine fucks, in succession, with me.

Truly, if you should want it, let me know now:

because lying here, fed, and indolently full,

Iím making a hole in my tunic and cloak.


33. A Suggestion: to Vibennius

 

O first of the bath-house thieves

Vibennius the father, with sodomite son

(since the fatherís right hand is dirtier,

and the sonís arse more all-consuming),

why not go into exile, to some vile place?

Seeing the fatherís pillage is known

to us all, and the sonís hairy arse,

you canít sell for a farthing.


34. Song: to Diana

 

Under Dianaís protection,

we pure girls, and boys:

we pure boys, and girls,

we sing of Diana.

O, daughter of Latona,

greatest child of great Jove,

whose mother gave birth

near the Delian olive,

mistress of mountains

and the green groves,

the secret glades,

and the sounding streams:

you, called Juno Lucina

in childbirthís pains,

you, called all-powerful Trivia,

and Luna, of counterfeit daylight.

Your monthly passage

measures the course of the year,

you fill the rustic farmerís

roof with good crops.

Take whatever sacred name

pleases you, be a sweet help

to the people of Rome,

as you have been of old.


35. Cybele: to Caecilius

 

Paper, Iíd like you to say to Caecilius,

that tender poet, that friend of mine,

leave Lake Como, come now to Verona,

abandon the town there and the shore.

Because there are certain thoughts that I want

him to hear of, from his friend and yours.

So, if heís wise, heíll eat up the road,

though some lovely girl calls to him

asks his return, clasping both hands

round his neck, and begging delay.

Who, if the truthís been told me now

loveís him with violent desire.

For, since the moment she read his unfinished

Lady of Dindymus, the poor little thing

has been eaten by fire to the core of her bones.

I forgive you, girl, more learned

than the Sapphic Muse: itís truly lovely,

Caeciliusís unfinished Great Mother Cybele.


36. Burnt-Offering: to Volusiusís Droppings

 

Annals, of Volusius, papyrus droppings,

discharge my girlís votive offering.

Since, by sacred Venus and Cupid, she promised,

that if I were given back to her,

and I left off launching wild iambics,

sheíd offer the gods the choicest words,

of the worst of limping poets,

consumed with malignant wood.

And the girl thought this was the worst,

with charming laughter, to move the gods.

Now O goddess created from the blue sea,

whose is holy Idalia, Urii, Ancona,

reed-bound Cnidos, and Amathusia,

Golgos, and Adriatic Dyrrachium,

make the vow acceptable, fulfilled,

if its not lacking in wit and charm.

But meanwhile, you, enter the fire,

you, full of boorishness and crudities,

Volusian annals, papyrus droppings.


37. Free for All: to the Regulars and Egnatius

 

Lecherous tavern, and you its regulars,

nine pillars along from the Twinsí pillars,

do you think youíre the only ones with cocks,

the only ones whoíre allowed to trouble

young girls, and consider the rest of us goats?

Or, because a hundred or two of you sit in a row, you,

dullards, that I darenít bugger two hundred together?

Think on: Iíll draw all over the front

of the tavern with your leavings.

Because my girl, whoís left my arms,

whom I loved as no other girlís ever been loved,

for whom so many great battles were fought,

is there. You, all the rich and the fortunate, love her,

and, whatís so shameful, itís true, all the lesser ones,

all the adulterous frequenters of by-ways:

you, above all, one of the hairy ones,

rabbit-faced offspring of Spain,

Egnatius. Whom a shadowy beard improves,

and teeth scrubbed with Iberian piss.


38. A Word Please: to Cornificius

 

Heís ill, Cornificius, your Catullus,

heís ill, by Hercules, and itís bad,

and worse and worse by the hour.

Where are you, for whom itís the least and easiest thing,

to bring consolation with chatter?

Iím cross with you. So much for my friendship?

Even a little might comfort me,

sadder than Simonidesís tears.


39. Your Teeth! : to Egnatius

 

Egnatius, because he has snow-white teeth,

smiles all the time. If youíre a defendant

in court, when the counsel draws tears,

he smiles: if youíre in grief at the pyre

of pious sons, the lone lorn mother weeping,

he smiles. Whatever it is, wherever it is,

whatever heís doing, he smiles: heís got a disease,

neither polite, I would say, nor charming.

So a reminder to you, from me, good Egnatius.

If you were a Sabine or Tiburtine

or a fat Umbrian, or plump Etruscan,

or dark toothy Lanuvian, or from north of the Po,

and Iíll mention my own Veronese too,

or whoever else clean their teeth religiously,

Iíd still not want you to smile all the time:

thereís nothing more foolish than foolishly smiling.

Now youíre Spanish: in the country of Spain

what each man pisses, heís used to brushing

his teeth and red gums with, every morning,

so the fact that your teeth are so polished

just shows youíre the more full of piss.


40. You want Fame? : to Ravidus

 

What illness of mind, poor little Ravidus,

drives you headlong onto my iambics?

What god, badly-disposed towards you,

intends to start a mad quarrel?

Or is it to achieve vulgar fame?

Why the assault? You want to be known everywhere?

You will be, seeing youíve wanted to love

my love, and with a long punishment.


41. An Unreasonable Demand: to Ameana

 

Ameana, a girl fucked by all,

requires ten thousand from me,

that girl with the ugly great nose,

bankrupt Formianusís Ďfriendí.

Gather round, you who care for the girl,

assemble together, doctors and friends:

the girlís not well, donít ask what it is:

sheís suffering from fantasy money.


42. The Writing Tablets: to the Hendecasyllables

 

Come, hendecasyllables, all that there are

and from every side, as many as are.

A base adulteress thinks Iím a joke,

and refuses to give me my tablets

once more, if youíd believe it.

Weíll follow her: ask for them back.

Which one, you may ask? The one you can see

strutting disgracefully, laughing ridiculously,

maddening, with the jaws of a Gaulish bitch.

Surround her: ask for them back:

ĎStinking adulteress, give back my letters,

give back, stinking adulteress, my letters!í

You wonít? O to the mire, the brothel,

or if anything can be more ruinous, then that!

But still donít think thatís enough.

Call her again in a louder voice:

ĎStinking adulteress, give back my letters,

give back, stinking adulteress, my letters!í

But itís no use: nothing disturbs her.

Weíd better change methods and tactics,

if we want them to be of more use to us:

letís see if we canít get a blush

from that bitchís brazen face.:

ĎHonest and chaste one, give back my letters.í


43. No Comparison: to Ameana

 

Greetings, girl with a nose not the shortest,

feet not so lovely, eyes not of the darkest,

fingers not slender, mouth never healed,

and a not excessively charming tongue,

bankrupt Formianusís Ďlittle friendí.

And the Province pronounces you beautiful?

To be compared to my Lesbia?

O witless and ignorant age!


44. His Estate

 

O my estate, whether youíre Sabine or Tiburtine

(for they call you Tiburtine, who donít wish to wound

Catullus: but those who wish to do so say

that whatever the bet is youíre Sabine),

but whether youíre Sabine or Tiburtine,

I willingly inhabit your suburban villa,

and shake off a bad bronchial cough,

given me by a stomach chill, my own fault,

while stuffing extravagant dinners.

For I wanted to be a guest of Sestius,

so I read the oration in Antiusís case,

full of legal poison and pestilence,

it weakened me even to the extent

of watery colds and frequent coughing,

till I fled to your bosom, and restored

my health, with rest and nettle-soup.

Refreshed by which, I give you great thanks,

who take no revenge on me for my error.

Now I donít care, if I take up that heinous

script again, if itís not me but Sestius himself,

wheezing and coughing, who takes a chill,

who invited me only after Iíd read that vile work.


45. A Pastoral: to Septimius

 

Septimius holding his beloved Acme

in his lap, said: ĎAcme, mine, if I

donít love you desperately, and love forever,

continually through all the years,

as much as he who loves the most,

in empty Libya and scorched India,

Iíll fight against some green-eyed lion.í

As he spoke, Love, to left and right,

sneezed his approbation.

But Acme lifted her head slightly

and her charming red lips spoke

to her sweet boyís intoxicated eyes:

ĎSo, Septimius, mea vita,

let us always serve this one lord,

that more deeply and more fiercely

the fire will burn my tender marrow.í

As she spoke, Love, to left and right

sneezed his approbation.

Now profiting from these good omens

their mutual spirits love and are loved.

Septimius sets his little Acme,

above the Syrians or Britons:

faithful Acme makes Septimius

her one darling and desire.

Who might see more blessed creatures

who a love more fortunate?


46. Spring Parting

Now Spring returns mild and temperate,

now the wild equinoctial skies

are calmed by Zephyrís happier breezes.

The fields of Phrygia will be forsaken,

Catullus, rich farms of hot Nicaea:

weíll flee to Asiaís bright cities.

Now restless minds long for travel,

now the glad feet stir with pleasure.

O sweet crowd of friends farewell,

who came together from far places,

whom divergent roads must carry.


47. Preferment: to Porcius and Socration

 

Porcius and Socration, two left hands

of Piso, the worldís itches and famines,

that circumcised Priapus prefers you

to my Veraniolus and my Fabullus?

You, indulged with great sumptuous banquets

every day: my friends

looking for work at the crossroads?


48. Passion: to Iuventius

 

Iuventius, if I were always allowed

to kiss your honey-sweet eyes,

I might kiss you three hundred

thousand times, and never be sated,

not even if my kisses were more

than the cropís ripe ears of wheat.


49. A Compliment: to Marcus Tullius Cicero

 

Most fluent of Romulusís descendants,

that are, that have been, that will be

through all the years, Marcus Tullius,

Catullus sends you the warmest thanks,

the least of all the poets, as much

the least of all the poets, as you

are the greatest of all lawyers.


50. Yesterday: to Licinius Calvus

 

Yesterday, Calvus, idle day

we played with my writing tablets,

harmonising in being delightful:

scribbling verses, each of us

playing with metres, this and that,

reciting together, through laughter and wine.

And I left there fired with your charm,

Calvus, and with your wit,

so that, restless, I couldnít enjoy food,

or close my eyes quietly in sleep,

but tossed the whole bed about wildly

in passion, longing to see the light,

so I might speak to you, and be with you.

But afterwards I lay there wearied

with effort, half-dead in the bed,

I made this poem for you, pleasantly,

from which you might gather my pain.

Now beware of being rash, donít reject

my prayers I beg, my darling,

lest Nemesis demand your punishment. Sheís

a powerful goddess. Beware of annoying her.


51 An Imitation of Sappho: to Lesbia

 

He seems equal to the gods, to me, that man,

if itís possible more than just divine,

who sitting over against you, endlessly

sees you and hears you

laughing so sweetly, that with fierce pain Iím robbed

of all of my senses: because that moment

I see you, Lesbia, nothingís left of me.....

but my tongue is numbed, and through my poor limbs

fires are raging, the echo of your voice

rings in both ears, my eyes are covered

with the dark of night.

 

ĎYour idleness is loathsome Catullus:

you delight in idleness, and too much posturing:

idleness ruined the kings and the cities

of former times.í


52. Injustice: on Nonnius

 

Why, Catullus? Why wait to die?

Nonnius the tumour sits in a Magistrateís chair,

Vatinius perjures himself for a Consulate:

Why, Catullus? Why wait to die?


53. Laughter in Court: to Gaius Licinius Calvus

 

I laughed when someone, from the crowd,

while my Calvus explained the Vatinian case

quite wonderfully, said admiringly, raising his hands:

ĎGreat gods, what an eloquent little man!í


54. Oh Caesar! : of Othoís head

 

Othoís head is quite tiny,

and itís ownerís legs loutishly unclean,

soft and delicate is Liboís farting:

if not with all that, then let me displease you

with Sufficio, old age renewed...

again let my worthless iambics

rile you, our one and only general.


55. Where are You? : to Camerius

 

I beg you, if itís not too much trouble,

point out where your shade might be.

You, little Camerius, Iíve looked for you,

you, in the Circus, you, in the bookshops,

you, in the sacred shrine of great Jove.

Iíve detained all the girls together

in Pompeyís Arcade, my friend,

whose faces were blank, however.

ĎWorst of girls, reveal my Cameriusí,

so I demanded of them.

One replied, revealing her nudity...

ĎLook heís hiding in these rosy breasts.í

But, oh itís a labour of Hercules to bear with you:

as much as your pride denies it, my friend.

Since Iím not that bronze guardian of Crete,

not Ladas or wing-footed Perseus,

since Iím not carried by Pegasus in flight,

nor by Rhesusís swift snowy-white team,

add to that feathered-feet and swiftness

and the collective speed of the winds,

Camerius you might have said who you were with:

but Iíd be weary right down to my marrow

and devoured by excessive fatigue

if I went on searching for you, my friend.

Tell us where youíll be in future, utter

boldly, commit yourself, trust to the light.

Do the milk-white girls hold you now?

If your tongueís stuck in your mouth,

youíll banish all the rewards of love.

Venus delights in copious language.

Or, if you want, fasten your lips,

while letting me share in your loves.


56. Threesome: to Cato

 

O Cato, an amusing ridiculous thing,

worth your ears and your laughter!

Cato laugh as you love Catullus:

the thing is amusing, and quite ridiculous.

I caught my girlís little pupil thrusting away:

if only to please Dione, I sacrificed him

to my rigid succeeding shaft.


57. You Two! : to Caius Julius Caesar

 

Beautifully matched the perverse buggers,

Mamurra the catamite and Caesar.

No wonder: both equally spotted,

one from Formia, the other the City,

marks that remain, not to be lessened.

diseased the same, both of these twins,

both somewhat skilled in the selfsame couch,

this one no greedier an adulterer than that,

rivals in shared little girls.

Beautifully matched the perverse buggers.


58. Lament for Lesbia: to Marcus Caelius Rufus

 

Caelius, our Lesbia, that Lesbia,

that Lesbia, Catullus alone loved

more than himself, and all of his own,

now at crossroads, and down alleyways,

jerks off the brave sons of Rome.


59. The Leavings: on Rufa

 

Rufa from Bologna gives head to Rufulus,

sheís Meneniusís wife, whom youíve often seen,

snatching food, from the pyre itself, in the cemetery,

chasing the bread when it rolls from the flames,

being thumped by the half-shaven cremator.


60. Lioness

 

You now, did a lioness, from African mountains,

or the depths of howling Scyllaís thighs,

create you as hard and as foul as that,

so you might show scorn for the voice of entreaty,

in its latest misfortune, out of that oh too cruel heart?


61. Epithalamion: for Vinia and Manlius

 

You, who live on Heliconís

hills, the son of Urania,

who carry the tender virgin

to her man, O Hymanaee Hymen,

O Hymen Hymenaee:

crown your brow with sweet flowers

of marjoram fragrance,

put on the glad veil, here,

come, wearing the saffron shoes

on your snow-white feet:

summoned to the happy day

singing the nuptial songs

with ringing voice,

strike your feet on the ground, shake

the pine torch in your hand.

Now Vinia comes to her Manlius,

as Venus, adorning Mount Ida,

came to Paris, her Phrygian judge,

a rare girl wedded to rare fortune,

like the myrtle of Asia born

on the flowering branches,

that the divine Hamadryads

playfully tend themselves

with shining dew.

So come, suffer yourself to approach,

leave the Aonian cave among

the cliffs of Thespia,

leave the nymph Aganippe

and her cooling stream.

And call the bride to her

new husbandís loving home,

her heart bound fast with love,

as the clinging ivy enfolds the tree,

winding here and there.

And you chaste virgins too,

whose own day will come,

singing harmoniously

cry,† O Hymanaee Hymen,

O Hymen Hymenaee.

That, hearing himself called

to perform his service, he may

suffer himself to approach,

the commander of wedding joys,

the true uniter-in-love.

What greater god do you love

sought out by lovers?

What divine one do men

worship more, O Hymanaee Hymen,

O Hymen Hymenaee?

You her trembling father

invokes: for you

the virgin beltís untied:

for you the bridegroom waits,

fearful with new desire.

You give the young girl fresh

from her motherís breast,

to the young noviceís

hands, O Hymanaee Hymen,

O Hymen Hymenaee.

Venus can take no advantage

of what good custom allows,

without you, but she can

if youíre willing. What god dare

compare with you in this?

No house bears offspring

without you, no parent can be

brightened by children: but they can

if youíre willing. What god dare

compare with you in this?

No ruler can set the boundaries

to his country: but he can

if youíre willing. What god dare

compare with you in this?

Open the lock of the door.

The virgin comes. Do you see how

the torches scatter brilliant sparks?

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Noble shame holds back.

However obedient she is,

she weeps that she has to go.

Donít weep. Thereís no danger

to you Aurunculeia,

nor will bright day see

a lovelier girl than you

rise from the Ocean waves.

Such a hyacinth flower

as blooms in a rich manís

colourful little garden.

But you linger: the day vanishes.

Let the new bride appear.

Let the new bride appear, so

she can now be viewed, and listen

to my words. See? The torches

scatter golden sparks:

let the new bride appear.

Your husbandís not fickle,

given to sinful adulteries,

chasing shameful vices,

does not wish to flee from

sleep in your tender breasts,

and as the vines slowly wind

about the trees they claim,

heíll be wound in your

embrace. But the day vanishes:

let the new bride appear.

O bridal-bed, that for all

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at the foot of the shining couch,

comes to your master,

what joy, what wandering

night, what noon

delights! But the day goes by:

let the new bride appear.

O, you boys, lift the torches:

I see the flame approach.

Come: let the song sound in harmony

Ďio Hymen Hymenaee io,

io Hymen Hymenaee.í

Donít hold back the bold

Fescennine laughter,

donít let this obedient concubine

abandoning his masterís love

deny the boys their nuts.

Give nuts to the boys, you idle

concubine! Youíve toyed

with the nuts long enough:

now be pleased to serve Hymen.

Concubine, give them nuts.

Girls seemed vile to you,

concubine, yesterday, till today:

now the hair-curler smooths

your beard. Wretch of a wretch,

concubine, give them nuts.

Youíll speak ill of abstaining

from your slaves, perfumed

husband, but abstain.

Io Hymen Hymenaee io,

io Hymen Hymenaee.

We know whatís allowed to you

when youíre known to be single,

but married itís not allowed.

Io Hymen Hymenaee io,

io Hymen Hymenaee.

Bride, beware you donít deny

what your man comes seeking,

lest he goes seeking elsewhere.

Io Hymen Hymenaee io,

io Hymen Hymenaee.

Powerful in your house,

and happy in your powers,

that act without you there,

Io Hymen Hymenaee io,

io Hymen Hymenaee,

until with trembling motion

white-haired old age

nods at all and everything.

Io Hymen Hymenaee io,

io Hymen Hymenaee.

In your saffron shoes cross

the threshold with good omens,

and enter the shining door.

Io Hymen Hymenaee io,

io Hymen Hymenaee.

Look inside where your man

lies on a Tyrian bed

waiting for you alone.

Io Hymen Hymenaee io,

io Hymen Hymenaee.

He no less than you

burns with fire in his heart,

but inwardly much greater.

Io Hymen Hymenaee io,

io Hymen Hymenaee.

Page, let go the young

girlís shapely arm: now

she reaches her husbandís bed.

Io Hymen Hymenaee io,

io Hymen Hymenaee.

You good wives who know

the powers of old to bring

young girls to marriage.

Io Hymen Hymenaee io,

io Hymen Hymenaee.

Now bridegroom, you may come:

your wife waits in your bed,

her lovely face gleaming,

like a white poppy,

on a saffron field.

But, husband, let the gods

joy, you are no less

handsome, nor does Venus

neglect you. But the daylight flies:

come now, donít delay.

Heís not lingered:

now he comes. Kind Venus

shall aid you, since you desire

openly what you desire, you

wonít forget kind love.

He who would count your joys,

many thousands, must first

tally the grains of Africaís sands,

and the glittering stars.

Play as you wish, and quickly

give her children. Itís not right

for an ancient name to be

childless, but it should create

from the same root.

I want a young Torquatus

to stretch out his tender hand

from his motherís lap

sweetly smiling to his father

from half-open lips.

Let him be like his father

Manlius, let that be known

by all the unknowing,

and let his face reveal,

his motherís faithfulness.

So our praise approves

one born of a noble mother,

just as unparalleled fame echoes

from Penelope, the mother

of excellent Telemachus.

Close the doorways, virgins:

weíre satisfied with our play. But you

brave partners live truly, and

do your duty constantly,

with vigour and with joy.


62. Wedding Song

Evening is here, young men, arise: evening, awaited

so long by the heavens, barely still shows the light.

Now is the time to rise, to leave the rich banquet,

now the virgin comes, now the wedding-song is sung.

Hymen O Hymenaee, Hymen be near, O Hymenaee!

Do you see the unmarried girls, you young men?

Rise to meet them: the evening star shows Thessalian fire.

Such is the contest: see how they spring up so nimbly?

Donít fear to rise, they sing to win a partner.

Hymen O Hymenaee, Hymen be near, O Hymenaee!

The palmís not easily won by us men as equals:

consider, the girls need to prepare amongst themselves.

not a vain preparation: they truly know whatís what:

no wonder, since they concentrate their whole mind.

Our minds are elsewhere: our ears turn elsewhere:

so weíll be defeated by willpower: victory needs attention.

Therefore turn your minds to it at the least:

now they begin to sing, now you must reply.

Hymen O Hymenaee, Hymen be near, O Hymenaee!

Hesperus what fire, they say, is crueller than yours?

Who can tear a daughter away from her motherís arms,

from a motherís detaining arms tear a daughter away,

and give a virgin girl to an ardent young man.

What do the enemy do thatís crueller, in capturing a city?

Hymen O Hymenaee, Hymen be near, O Hymenaee!

Hesperus, who shines with happier fire in the sky?

You who strengthen the bond of marriage with your flame,

with what men swear, swearing it to the parents,

not to be joined together before your own brightness rises.

What wished-for hour by the gods is more happily granted?

Hymen O Hymenaee, Hymen be near, O Hymenaee!

Hesperus has stolen one like us away.

 

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And now at your rising the watchman always wakes,

thieves hide by night, who often likewise return,

Hesperus, you catch them, as your name alters, at dawn,

but the girls love to slander you with false complaints.

Why do they complain, if they secretly wish it then?

Hymen O Hymenaee, Hymen be near, O Hymenaee!

As the hidden flower born in the hedged garden

unknown to the beasts, untouched by the plough,

that the breezes sweeten, the sun strengthens, the rain feeds:

that many young men would choose, and many young girls:

when that same flower fades, plucked by a tender hand,

no young boy would choose it, and no young girl:

so the virgin, while sheís untouched, while sheís their love:

if she loses her flower of chastity, her body dishonoured,

sheís no longer the boyís delight, the girlsí beloved.

Hymen O Hymenaee, Hymen be near, O Hymenaee!

As the vine we see, grown in the open field,

never lifting its head, never bearing sweet grapes,

its delicate stem bending downwards with the weight,

so that in a moment its tallest shoot will touch its roots:

no countryman, no farm-hand will cherish it:

but if the same plant is fastened tight, wedded to an elm,

many countrymen and farm-hands will cherish it.

So a virgin who stays untouched, and uncultivated, ages:

while taken in equal marriage, while the time is ripe,

sheís loved more by the man, less hateful to her parents.

Hymen O Hymenaee, Hymen be near, O Hymenaee!

And donít you struggle with such a husband, girl.

itís not right to struggle, you, whose father gives you away,

your father and your mother, who prepare you.

Your virginityís not wholly yours: part is your parents:

a third your fatherís, a third your motherís,

only a third is yours: donít fight those two,

who grant their rights to the son-in-law with the dowry.

Hymen O Hymenaee, Hymen be near, O Hymenaee!


63. Of Berecynthia and Attis

 

As soon as Attis, borne over the deep seas in a swift boat,

had reached the Phrygian woods, with rapid eager steps,

had returned to a dark corner of the goddessís grove,

goaded by mad fury, and there, his wits wandering

had sliced off his testicles with a sharp stone,

and had seen his remaining members devoid of power,

and that countryís soil spotted with fresh blood,

he took up the drum lightly in his pale hands,

your drum, Cybele, yours, Great Mother, in your rite,

and striking the sounding bullís-hide with delicate fingers,

chanted to his followers, as it quivered from his assault:

ĎGallae, come, rise, to the high woods of Cybele, now,

come, now, wandering cattle of Dindymusís Lady,

like exiles wandering here on an alien shore,

followers of my way, lead by me, my friends,

you suffered the swift seas and the wild waves

and sheared your sex from your bodies with great hatred:

gladden the Ladyís spirit with swift movements.

Banish dull delay from your minds: come, now, follow,

to Phrygian Cybeleís house, the Phrygian goddessís grove,

where the voice of the cymbal clashes, the drum echoes,

where the Phrygian flute-player plays on a curving reed,

where the ivy-crowned Maenads violently toss their heads,

where they act out the sacred rites with high-pitched howls,

where the goddessís wandering retinueís wont to hover,

where we should hurry with our swift triple-step.í

As Attis, the counterfeit woman, sings this to his friends,

the Bacchic choir suddenly cries with quivering tongues,

the drum echoes it gently, the hollow cymbals ring.

The swift choir comes to green Ida on hurrying feet.

Attis, leading, panting wildly, goading his scattered wits,

enters the dark grove accompanied by the drum,

like a wild heifer escaping the weight of the yoke:

The agile Gallae follow their swift-footed leader.

Then, since wearied, foodless, they reach Cybeleís grove,

theyíre seized by sleep from their excessive labours.

Dull tiredness overwhelms eyes giving way to languor:

mad frenzy vanishes in the calm of gentle breath.

But when the Sun from his golden face scanned the bright

heavens with radiant eye, the harsh earth, and wild sea,

and dispelled the shadows of night with his lively steeds,

then the Grace, Pasithea, takes swift Sleep, flying

from the waking Attis, to her beating heart.

So, rapidly, from sweet dream and free of madness,

Attis recollected his actions in his thoughts,

and saw with a clear heart what and where he had been,

turning again with passionate mind to the sea.

There gazing at the wide waters with tearful eyes

he raised his voice and sadly bemoaned his homeland:

ĎLand that fathered me, land that mothered me,

I, who left you so sadly, have reached the groves of Ida,

like a slave fleeing his master, so am I among

snows, and the frozen lairs of wild creatures,

and should I in madness enter one of their dens

where would I think to find you buried in those places?

The keen eye itself desires to turn itself towards you,

while my thought is free a while of the wild creatures.

Have I been brought from my distant home for this grove?

Shall I lose country, possessions, friends, kin?

Shall I lose forum, wrestling ring, stadium and gymnasium?

Sorrow on sorrow, again and again complaint in the heart.

What form have I not been, what have I not performed?

I a woman, I a young man, a youth, a boy,

I the flower of the athletes, the glory of the wrestling ring:

my doorway frequented, my threshold warm,

my house was garlanded with wreaths of flowers,

at the dawn separation from my bed.

Now am I brought here priest and slave of divine Cybele?

I, to be Maenad: a part of myself: a sterile man?

I to worship on green Ida in a place cloaked in frozen snow?

I to live my life beneath the high summits of Phrygia,

where deer haunt the woods, where the wild boar roams?

Now I grieve for what I did, now I repent.í

As the swift sounds leave his rosy lips

the fresh words reach the twin ears of the goddess,

as Cybele is loosing the lions from their yoke

and goading the left-hand beast: she spoke to it,

saying: ĎGo now, be fierce, so you make him mad, so he

is forced to return to the grove by the pain of his madness,

he who desires to escape my rule so freely.

Let your tail wound your back, let the lashes show,

make the whole place echo to your bellowing roar,

shake your red mane fiercely over your taut neck.í

So Cybele spoke in threat and loosed the leash.

The wild beast urging itself to speed, roused in spirit,

tore away, roared, broke madly through the thickets.

and when it reached the wet margin of the white sands,

and saw delicate Attis near to the ocean waves,

it charged. He fled demented to the wild wood:

there to be ever enslaved, for the rest of his life.

Goddess, Great Goddess, Cybele, Lady of Dindymus,

Mistress, let all your anger be far from my house:

make others aroused, make other men raving mad.


64. Of the Argonauts and an Epithalamium for Peleus and Thetis

 

Once they say pine-trees born on the heights of Pelion

floated through Neptuneís clear waves,

to the River Phasis and Aeetesís borders,

with chosen men, oaks of the Argive people,

hoping to steal the Golden Fleece of Colchis

daring to course the salt deeps in their swift ship,

sweeping the blue waters with fir-wood oars.

The goddess herself who guards the heights of the city,

who joined the curving fabric to pinewood keel,

made their ship speed onwards with light winds.

That vessel was first to explore the unknown sea:

so, as she ploughed the windblown waters with her prow,

and whitened the churning waves with foam from the oars,

the Nereids lifted themselves from the dazzling white

depths of the sea, amazed at this wonder of ocean.

In those, and other days, mortal eyes saw the sea-nymphs

raise themselves, bodies all naked, as far as their nipples,

from the white depths.

Then Peleus, they say, was inflamed with love of Thetis,

then Thetis did not despise marriage with a mortal,

then Jupiter himself agreed to Thetisís marriage.

O heroes, born in a chosen age, hail, godlike race!

O offspring of a blessed mother, hail once more.

Often Iíll address you, in my song.

And I address you, so blessed in your fortunate marriage,

chief of Pelian Thessaly, to whom Jupiter himself

creator of gods, yielded his beloved:

did not Thetis possess you, loveliest of Nereids?

Did not Tethys allow you to lead off her grand-daughter,

and Oceanus, who embraces the whole world with sea?

When at the time appointed the longed-for flames arise,

all of Thessaly crowds together to the palace,

the halls are filled with a joyful assembly:

they bring gifts with them, declaring their joy in their looks.

Cieros is deserted: they leave Pthiotic Tempe,

Crannonís houses, and Larissaís walls,

they gather in Pharsalia, crowd under Pharsaliaís roofs.

No one farms the fields, the necks of bullocks soften,

nor does the curved hoe clear beneath the vines,

nor does the ox drag earth outward with the blade,

nor does the sickle thin the shade of leafy trees,

coarse rust attacks the neglected plough.

But the palace gleams bright with gold and silver

through all the rich receding halls.

The ivory chairs shine, cups glisten on tables,

the whole palace gladdened with splendour of royal wealth.

In the midst of the palace a sacred couch, truly joyful

for the marriage of the goddess, gleaming with Indian ivory,

stained with the red dyes won from purple murex.

The cloth depicts in ancient forms, with marvellous art,

in all their variety, the excellence of gods and men.

Here are seen the wave-echoing shores of Naxos,

Theseus, aboard his ship, vanishing swiftly, watched

by Ariadne, ungovernable passion in her heart,

not yet believing that she sees what she does see,

still only just awoken from deceptive sleep,

finding herself abandoned wretchedly to empty sands.

But uncaring the hero fleeing strikes the deep with his oars,

casting his vain promises to the stormy winds.

The Minoan girl goes on gazing at the distance,

with mournful eyes, like the statue of a Bacchante,

gazes, alas, and swells with great waves of sorrow,

no longer does the fine turban remain on her golden hair,

no longer is she hidden by her lightly-concealing dress,

no longer does the shapely band hold her milk-white breasts

all of it scattered, slipping entirely from her body,

plays about her feet in the salt flood.

But, not caring now for turban or flowing dress, the lost girl

gazed towards you, Theseus, with all her heart, spirit, mind.

Wretched thing, for whom bright Venus reserved the thorny

cares of constant mourning in your heart,

from that time when it suited warlike Theseus,

leaving the curving shores of Piraeus,

to reach the Cretan regions of the unbending king.

For then forced by cruel plague, they say,

as punishment, to absolve the murder of Androgeos

ten chosen young men of Athens and ten unmarried girls

used to be given together as sacrifice to the Minotaur.

With which evil the narrow walls were troubled until

Theseus chose to offer himself for his dear Athens

rather than such Athenian dead be carried un-dead to Crete.

And so in a swift ship and with gentle breezes

he came to great Minos and his proud halls.

As soon as the royal girl cast her eye on him with desire,

she whom the chaste bed nourished, breathing

sweet perfumes in her motherís gentle embrace,

even as Eurotasís streams surround a myrtle

that sheds its varied colours on the spring breeze,

she did not turn her blazing eyes away from him,

till she conceived a flame through her whole body

that burned utterly to the depths of her bones.

Ah sadly the Boy incites inexorable passion

in chaste hearts, he who mixes joy and pains for mortals,

and she who rules Golgos and leafy Idalia,

even she, who shakes the mind of a smitten girl,

often sighing for a blonde-haired stranger!

How many fears the girl suffers in her weak heart!

How often she grows pallid: more so than pale gold.

As Theseus went off eager to fight the savage monster

either death approached or fameís reward!

Promising small gifts, not unwelcome or in vain,

she made her prayers to the gods with closed lips.

Now as a storm uproots a quivering branch of oak,

or a cone-bearing pine with resinous bark, on the heights

of Mount Taurus, twisting its unconquered strength

in the wind (it falls headlong, far off, plucked out

by the roots, shattering anything and everything in its way)

so Theseus upended the conquered body of the beast

its useless horns overthrown, emptied of breath.

Then he turned back, unharmed, to great glory,

guided by the wandering track of fine thread,

so that his exit from the fickle labyrinth of the palace

would not be prevented by some unnoticed error.

But what should I relate, digressing further

from my poemís theme: the girl, abandoning

her fatherís sight, her sistersí embraces, and lastly

her motherís, she wretched at her lost daughterís joy

in preferring the sweet love of Theseus to all this:

or her being carried by ship to Naxosís foaming shore,

or her consort with uncaring heart vanishing,

she conquered, her eyes softening in sleep?

Often loud shrieks cried the frenzy in her ardent heart

poured out from the depths of her breast,

and then she would climb the steep cliffs in her grief,

where the vast sea-surge stretches out to the view,

then run against the waves into the salt tremor

holding her soft clothes above her naked calves,

and call out mournfully this last complaint,

a frozen sob issuing from her wet face:

ĎFalse Theseus, is this why you take me from my fatherís land,

faithless man, to abandon me on a desert shore?

Is this how you vanish, heedless of the godís power,

ah, uncaring, bearing home your accursed perjuries?

Nothing could alter the measure of your cruel mind?

No mercy was near to you, inexorable man,

that you might take pity on my heart?

Yet once you made promises to me in that flattering voice,

you told me to hope, not for this misery

but for joyful marriage, the longed-for wedding songs,

all in vain, dispersed on the airy breezes.

Now, no woman should believe a manís pledges,

or believe thereís any truth in a manís words:

when their minds are intent on their desire,

they have no fear of oaths, donít spare their promises:

but as soon as the lust of their eager mind is slaked

they fear no words, they care nothing for perjury.

Surely I rescued you from the midst of the tempest

of fate, and more, I gave up my half-brother,

whom I abandoned to you with treachery at the end.

For that Iím left to be torn apart by beasts, and a prey

to sea-birds, unburied, when dead, in the scattered earth.

What lioness whelped you under a desert rock,

what sea conceived and spat you from foaming waves,

what Syrtis, what fierce Scylla, what vast Charybdis,

you who return me this, for the gift of your sweet life?

If marriage with me was not in your heart,

because you feared your old fatherís cruel precepts,

you could still have led me back to your house,

where I would have served you, a slave happy in her task,

washing your beautiful feet in clear water,

covering your bed with the purple fabric.

But why complain to the uncaring wind in vain?

It is beyond evil, and without senses, unable

to hear what is said, without voice to reply.

It is already turning now towards mid-ocean,

and nothing human appears in this waste of weed.

So cruel chance taunts me in my last moments,

even depriving my ears of my own lament.

All-powerful Jupiter, if only the Athenian ships

had not touched the shores of Cnossos, from the start,

carrying their fatal cargo for the ungovernable bull,

a faithless captain mooring his ropes to Crete,

an evil guest, hiding a cruel purpose under a handsome

appearance, finding rest in our halls!

Now where can I return? What desperate hope

depend on? Shall I seek out the slopes of Ida?

But the cruel sea with its divisive depths

of water separates me from them.

Or shall I hope for my fatherís help? Did I not leave him,

to follow a man stained with my brotherís blood?

Or should I trust in a husbandís love to console me?

Who hardly bends slow oars in running from me?

More, Iím alive on a lonely island without shelter,

and no escape seen from the encircling ocean waves.

No way to fly, no hope: all is mute,

all is deserted, all speaks of ruin.

Yet still my eyes do not droop in death,

not till my senses have left my weary body,

till true justice is handed down by the gods,

and the divine help I pray for in my last hour.

So you Eumenides who punish by avenging

the crimes of men, your foreheads crowned

with snaky hair, bearing anger in your breath,

here, here, come to me, listen to my complaints,

that I, wretched alas, force, weakened, burning,

out of the marrow of my bones, blind with mad rage.

Since these truths are born in the depths of my breast,

you wonít allow my lament to pass you by,

but as Theseus left me alone, through his intent,

goddesses, by that will, pursue him and his with murder.í

When these words had poured from her sad breast,

the troubled girl praying for cruel actions,

the chief of the gods nodded with unconquerable will:

at which the earth and the cruel sea trembled

and the glittering stars shook in the heavens.

Now Theseusís mind was filled with a dark mist

and all the instructions he had held fixed in memory

before this, were erased from his thoughts,

failing to raise the sweet signal to his mourning father,

when the harbour of Athens safely came in sight.

For they say that when Aegeus parted from his son,

as the goddessís ship left the city, he yielded him

to the windís embrace with these words:

ĎSon, more dear to me than my long life,

son, whom I abandoned through chance uncertainty,

lately returned to me in the last days of my old age,

since my fate and your fierce virtue tear you away

from me, against my will, whose failing eyes

are not yet sated with my dear sonís face,

I donít send you off happily with joyful heart,

or allow you to carry flags of good fortune,

but start with the many sorrows in my mind,

marring my white hairs with earth and sprinkled ashes,

then hang unfinished canvas from the wandering mast,

so the darkened sail of gloomy Spanish flax

might speak the grief and passion in my mind.

But if the one who dwells in sacred Iton, who promised

to defend the people and city of Erectheus, allows you

to wet your hand with the blood of the bull,

then make sure this command is done, buried in your

remembering heart, not to be erased by time:

that as soon as you set eyes on our hills,

strip the dark fabric fully from the yards,

and hoist white sails with your twisted ropes,

so that seeing them from the first, Iíll know joy

in my glad heart, when a happy time reveals your return.í

These words to Theseus, once held constantly in mind,

vanished like clouds of snow struck by a blast of wind

on the summits of high mountains.

But when his father, searching the view from the citadelís height,

endless tears flooding his anxious eyes,

first saw the sails of dark fabric,

he threw himself head first from the height of the cliff,

believing Theseus lost to inexorable fate.

So fierce Theseus entered the palace in mourning

for his fatherís death, and knew the same grief of mind

that he had caused neglected Ariadne,

she who was gazing then where his ship had vanished

pondering the many cares in her wounded heart.

But bright Bacchus hurries from elsewhere

with his chorus of Satyrs and Silenes from Nysa,

seeking you, Ariadne, burning with love for you.

 

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In rapture his Bacchantes raved madly, crazed in mind,

with cries of Ďeuhoeí and tossing heads,

some brandished the thyrsus with hidden tip,

some flourished the torn limbs of bullocks,

some wreathed themselves with twining snakes,

some celebrated the secret rites of the hollow box,

rights they wished the profane to hear in vain:

others beat the drums with the flat of their hands,

or raised a clear ringing from rounded cymbals:

they blew endless strident calls on the horns

and the barbarous flute shrilled with fearful tunes.

Such the splendid workings of figured tapestry

covering the sacred couch its cloth embraced.

The people of Thessaly after gazing eagerly

were satisfied, they began to leave the goddessís sanctuary.

As Zephyr stirs the willing waves, ruffling

the placid sea with morning breeze,

while Aurora rises to the wandering Sunís threshold,

so that at first they move slowly struck by a gentle blast,

and their splashing resounds with slight lamentation,

while afterwards they increase, swelling more and more,

and reflect the red of the sunrise far-off as they rise:

so, here and there, with wandering feet the crowd disperse

to their homes, leaving the courtyard of the royal palace.

After their departure Chiron, the Centaurís leader,

arrived from steep Pelion carrying woodland gifts:

since what the fields bear, whatever the country of Thessaly

yields on high peaks, whatever the flowers by the riverís waves

the fecund breath of the warm west wind produces,

he brought woven together in confused garlands,

so that the palace smiled, charmed by happy fragrances.

At once Peneus came to green Tempe,

Tempe, whose hanging woods encircle it above,

leaving Pasiphae to be honoured by the seaís dance:

not empty-handed, since he carried a tall beech

by the roots, and long-leafed laurel from a straight trunk,

and was not without nodding plane, and pliant poplar,

scorched Phaethonís sister, and airy cypress.

He placed them woven, here and there, round the house

till the courtyard was green, veiled with fresh foliage.

Prometheus followed after him, skilled in mind,

showing faint traces of his ancient punishment,

when once he suffered, hung in tight chains

from the high ledge of rock.

Then the father of the gods with his sacred consort,

and his sons, came down from the heavens,

leaving behind only you, Phoebus, and the one born

together with you, she who lives on the slopes of Ida:

Peleus is still disdained by both you and your sister,

and you will not celebrate Thetisís wedding torches.

Then the gods seated their limbs at the white benches,

at tables richly heaped with various foods,

while, moving their bodies in trembling dance,

the Fates began to utter their prophetic song.

Quivering seized their bodies, their white ankles

wholly covered by the red hem of their dresses,

and a red headband circling their white hair,

and their hands were busy, as ever, at their eternal work.

The left hand held the distaff, wound with soft wool,

then the right, drawing out the thread lightly, shaped it

with upturned fingers, then, twisting it under the thumb,

turned the level spindle in smooth rotation,

and often a plucking tooth made the strands equal,

and fragments of wool, that once projected

from the light threads, clung to their dry lips:

and, before their feet, bright wool from a soft fleece

was guarded by a basket woven of willow.

Then in a clear voice, pushing away the fleece,

they poured out these prophecies in divine song,

song not to be proven wrong, by any amount of years.

ĎDefence of Thessaly, dearest of Jupiterís scions,

adding marvellous glory to your great powers,

accept what the glad sisters bring to the light,

true oracles: but you who accompany fate,

fly, guiding threads: fly, spindle.

Now Hesperus comes to you bearing the longed-for

bride, the wife approaches beneath a fortunate star,

who pours out her heart to you with tender love,

and prepares to lie with you in languid sleep,

spreading her delicate arms beneath your strong neck.

Fly, guiding threads: fly, spindle.

No house has ever sheltered such love,

no love has ever joined lovers in such a union,

even as harmony comes to Thetis, and Peleus.

Fly, guiding threads: fly, spindle.

A child Achilles is born to you, free of fear,

noted for never turning his back on an enemy, strong

of heart, who, often the victor in the fickle foot-race,

outstrips the swift deer with fiery hooves.

Fly, guiding threads: fly, spindle.

No hero dare confront him in battle,

when the Phrygian rivers flow with the blood of Teucerís people,

and the third heir of deceitful Pelops lays waste

the walls of Troy, besieged in the weary war.

Fly, guiding threads: fly, spindle.

Often women at the funerals of their sons lament

his illustrious powers and bright deeds,

as neglected hair streams down from their white heads,

and weak hands mark their withered breasts.

Fly, guiding threads: fly, spindle.

Now, as a reaper prematurely mowing the dense stalks,

scythes the golden fields under his eager feet,

he destroys the Trojan bodies with his fierce blade.

Fly, guiding threads: fly, spindle.

Scamanderís waves that pour down in cascade to the swift

Hellespont will bear witness to his great courage,

its passage narrowed by the heaped bodies of the dead,

the deep waters mixed with warm blood.

Fly, guiding threads: fly, spindle.

At last it will be witness also to a death-prize payed,

when a heaped tomb by the high rampart receives

the smooth white body of a sacrificed virgin girl.

Fly, guiding threads: fly, spindle.

Then as luck grants the riches of the Trojan city

to the weary Greeks, loosening Neptuneís bond,

the high mound will be soaked with Polyxenaís blood:

who bowing like a sacrifice to the two-edged blade

will fall to her knees, a maimed corpse.

Fly, guiding threads: fly, spindle.

So perform the wishes of your hearts, join in love.

Let the husband accept his goddess in joyful contract,

now the bride be given to her loving partner.

Fly, guiding threads: fly, spindle.

The nurse returning at daybreak will not

encircle her neck with yesterdayís ribbon,

nor the anxious mother by the sad bed of a troubled daughter,

forgo the hope of dear grandchildren.

Fly, guiding threads: fly, spindle.í

Such the song once sung of happy prophecy

to Peleus, from the Parcaeís divine hearts.

Once the gods in person visited the pure houses of heroes,

and showed themselves to the mortal crowd,

the gods were not yet used to menís scorn for piety.

Often the father of the gods revisiting his bright temple,

when the annual rites came round on the holy days,

saw a hundred bulls lying on the ground.

Wandering Bacchus often lead the shouting Bacchantes,

with their flowing hair, on the high peak of Parnassus,

when all rushing in emulation from the happy town

of Delphos received the god with smoking altars.

Often in the fatal struggles of war, Mars, or swift Minerva

the lady of Lake Tritonis, or virgin Artemis

appeared to exhort the crowds of armed men.

But afterwards earth was tainted by impious wickedness

and all fled from justice with eager minds,

the brotherís hand was stained with a brotherís blood,

the child ceased to mourn for its dead parents,

the father chose the a younger sonís death to acquire

a single woman in her prime, the impious mother

spread herself beneath the unknowing son,

not afraid of desecrating the household shrine.

All piety was confused with impiety in evil frenzy

turning the righteous will of the gods from us.

So such as they do not visit our marriages,

nor allow themselves to approach us, in the light of day.


65. The Promise: to Hortalus

 

Though Iím continually worn out by griefís pain,

removed, Hortalus, from the learned girls,

unable to bear the sweet fruit of the Muses,

the mind troubled by so many dark feelings

(for lately the flowing water in Letheís depths

washes at my brotherís pallid feet,

whom, torn from my eyes, the earth crushes

beneath the shore of Trojan Rhoeteum.

Am I never to see you hereafter, brother

more lovely than life? But I will always love you,

itís true, always sing your death in mournful song,

as Daulian Procne sings in the dense shadow

of branches, lamenting dead Itylusís fate)

even in such great sadness, Hortalus, I still send you

these verses in imitation of Callimachus,

lest you might think your words for no good reason

had been lost from my mind on the passing wind,

as the apple sent as a secret gift from a lover

rolls from the chaste girlís breast,

placed under the soft clothing, sadly forgotten,

until, as she springs up at her motherís approach,

itís shaken out, and rolls down in headlong descent,

leaving a knowing blush on her sad face.


66. The Lock of Hair: Berenice

 

He who gazed at all the lights in the vast heavens,

who learnt the rise and setting of the stars,

how the fiery beauty of the swift sunís darkened,

how constellations vanish at fixed times,

how sweet love entices Diana, secretly passing

near the Latmian cliffs, in her airy course:

that same Conon, the astronomer, saw me shining brightly

at heavenís threshold, a lock of hair from Bereniceís head,

she who stretching out her delicate arms

made promises to a multitude of gods,

at that time when the great king newly married

was gone to lay waste the borders of Assyria,

bearing sweet traces of nocturnal strife,

those that are brought about by virgin spoils.

Is Venus really hated by new brides? Is parentsí joy

deceived by their false tears, shed copiously within

the threshold of the bed? If it were truth they sighed

theyíd not have supported my divinity so.†

My queen taught me that, with her many woeful cries,

when her new husband went off to grim battle.

And is it not the bereavement of an empty bed you mourn,

but the tearful separation from a dear brother?

How sad cares eat at the heartís core from within!

As though, troubled, your mind is wholly lost,

robbed of all feeling in your breast!

But I recognise true greatness in a girl.

Surely that brave act is not forgotten by which a husbandís

kingdom was gained, that no one stronger dared?

But what sad words were said in sending off this husband!

Jupiter, how often your eyes were brushed by your hand!

What god has changed you so? Or is it a lovers wish

not to be absent from the beloved body for long?í

And, there too, you promised me, to all the gods,

not without blood of bulls, for your dear husband,

if it brought his return. It did not take him long

to add captive Asia to the bounds of Egypt.

I discharge former promises, for those deeds,

by this new tribute that joins me to the heavens.

Unwillingly, O Queen, I was parted from your hair,

unwillingly: I swear it by you and that head of yours,

that is worthy, even though one were to swear in vain:

but who could claim to be equal to steel itself?

Even the mountainís overthrown by it, the greatest

bright child of Macedoniaís shores, over-passed

when the Persians created a new sea, when barbarians

drove their fleet through the midst of Athos.

What can hair do when such things fall to the blade?

By Jupiter, that the tribe of Chalybes might all perish,

and those who first pursued the search for veins of metal

below the earth, and how to cut tough things with iron!

A little while ago the sisters were mourning my fate

as a shorn lock, when, out of Locri, ArsŪnoe sent

the winged horses of Ethiopian Memnon himself,

beating, with quivering wings, Zephyrusís,

the West Windís, air, the brother born with him,

and carrying me through the shadowed sky, he flew,

and placed me in chaste Venusís lap.

ArsŪnoe herself sent her servant there,

Greek inhabitant of the Canoptic shore.

My arrival changed the heavens, so the golden crown

from Ariadneís brow might not be fixed alone

in the bright sky: but, so that I too might shine,

a faithful spoil of that golden hair, the goddess

passing, wet from the flood, to the godsí temple,

placed me as a new constellation among the old.

For, touching the Virginís stars and the savage Lion,

joined to Callisto daughter of Lycaon,

I fall towards the west, leading slow BootŽs,

who merges tardily with the deep Ocean.

But though the footsteps of the gods touch me by night,

light still returns me to the ancient sea.

(Let this be known, by your leave, Fate, Virgin Ramnusia,

since I hide nothing of the truth through fear,

nor though the stars disperse me with angry words,

do I choose to hide the buried truth of the heart.)

I donít delight in these things, as much as I suffer

from being parted, parted from my ladyís hair,

with which, when the girl used to try out

all perfumes, I myself absorbed many thousands.

Now you, whom the longed-for marriage torches join,

donít surrender your bodies to mutual embrace,

baring your breasts with clothes removed,

before the onyx delights me with its pleasing gift,

your onyx, you who by right adorn the chaste bed.

But she who gives herself to impure adulteries,

let her absorb from sin the vain gift of light dust:

since I seek no prize from the undeserving.

But let great harmony, O brides, always inhabit

your house, continual love always.

You, my Queen, when you see your divine constellation,

as you placate Venus with festive lights,

donít leave me free of your perfumes,

but endow me with more great gifts.

I wish that the stars would fall! Iíd become royal hair,

and then let Orion shine next to Aquarius!


67. Of Someoneís Adulterous Door

 

O hail, sweet door, pleasing to a husband, pleasing

to a father, and may Jupiter add his virtuous power to you,

who served Balbus faithfully, they say, for a good while,

when the old man owned the house himself,

and served the son, on the contrary, quite badly, itís said,

when you became a wedding gift with the old man dead.

Come on, tell us, why exhibit this change

deserting old loyalties of ownership?

ĎItís not my fault (I please this Caecilius, Iím handed

over to now), though itís said to be mine,

itís no sin of mine that anyone can say anything:

truly a door of your people answers you,

me, to whom whenever some ill deedís discovered

all cry out: ďItís your fault, door.Ēí

Itís not enough to say that, with a word,

but you must do what anyone might see and know.

ĎHow can I? No one asks or takes the trouble to know?í

I will, tell me, donít hesitate.

ĎWell first, the virgin, they say, who was handed over to us,

was false. The husband wasnít the first to touch her,

he whose sword hangs limper than a tender beet,

never lifting the middle of his tunic:

but they say the father violated his sonís bed,

and disgraced the unfortunate house,

either because his impious mind burned with blind lust,

or because the son was useless, with barren seed,

so it was necessary to search for one more vigorous,

who could undo her virgin tie.í

You tell of an illustrious father with amazing piety.

who comes in his own sonís lap.

ĎAnd Brescia under the cliffs of Cycnea,

that golden Mella with sweet water runs by,

Brescia dear mother of my Verona, says†

he isnít the only one known to have had her,

but speaks of Postumius and Cornelius with passion,

with whom she commited wicked adultery.

Here someone will have said? ďHow do you know,

door, never allowed to leave your masterís threshold,

or overhear people, but fixed to this post,

so accustomed to opening and closing the house?Ē

Iíve often heard her alone in a furtive voice

speak to her maids about her sins,

the names Iíve said being spoken, she expecting

that Iíd have neither speech nor hearing.

Besides, she added, someone else, whose name

I donít want to say, lest he raise his red eyebrow.

Heís a tall man, who fought a great lawsuit once,

about a false pregnancy in a lying womb.í


68. Friendship: to Manlius

 

That you send this letter to me, written with tears,

to me, crushed by fate and bitter ill-fortune,

that I might raise up, and return from the threshold of death

one shipwrecked, cast from the foaming waves of the sea,

one whom sacred Venus deprives of gentle sleep,

forsaken, enduring an empty bed, not delighting

in the sweet songs of the Muse of the ancient poets,

lying awake all night with an anxious mind:

thatís pleasing to me, since you call me your friend,

and search here for the gifts of the Muses and Venus.

But in case my troubles arenít known to you, Manlius,

or you think I dislike the duties of a friend,

let me tell of waves of misfortune that I myself plunge in,

lest you seek rich gifts any more from a wretched man.

At that time when the first white toga was handed me,

when my youth passed in flower through happy spring,

I played more than enough: the goddess was not unknown to me,

the work that mixed bitter with sweet.

But all my studies were lost in the grief at my brotherís death.

O wretched, to take my brother from me:

you brother, you, in dying, wrecked my good fortune,

with you our whole house is buried together,

with you all our joys perish in one,

that your love nourished in sweet life.

So that ruined in thought I forsake those studies

and all the delights of the mind.

Therefore, when you say that itís shameful for Catullus

to be in Verona, that here someone well-known

only warms cold limbs in an empty bed,

itís not shameful, Manlius, my sadness is great.

So pardon me if I donít bestow those gifts on you

that grief takes from me, while I cannot.

Since thereís no great store of books here with me,

it needs me to be living in Rome: thereís my house,

thereís my place, there my time is spent:

only one of my many book-boxes follows me here.

since itís so, donít think I do anything with ill intent,

or that Iím lacking at all in noble feeling:

itís on you and no other I seek to lavish riches:

besides Iíd offer whatever riches I had.


68b. Commemoration: to Allius

 

 

I canít conceal, goddesses, the things of mine

Allius helped with, or how many services heís performed,

lest fleeting time in forgetful ages

hides this kindness of his in blind night:

but I tell it to you: speak to many future thousands

and let this paper speak in its old age,

 

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and let the dead become more and more famous,

donít let the spider spinning its fine web on high

perform its task on Alliusís neglected name.

For you know how fickle Venus would have troubled me,

and in what way she might have scorched me,

when I might have burned like the Sicilian rocks,

or the waters of Malis at Oetaean Thermopylae,

my grieving eyes not have ceased to melt with endless tears,

my cheeks to have been drenched with a saddened rain.

Then like a mountain stream shining on airy heights,

springing from mossy rock, that, having fallen

headlong from sloping valleys, passes

through the midst of densely populated regions,

sweet comfort to travellersí weary labour,

when fierce heat splits the dried-up fields:

like to a favourable wind that comes breathing lightly

to the sailor tossed in the black tempest,

now praying to Pollux, now imploring Castor,

such was Alliusís help to me.

He opened the closed field with a wide path,

and granted my self and my girl a house,

where we carried on our mutual affair,

to which my bright goddess repaired

with gentle steps, set her graceful sandals

on the worn threshold, rested her shining feet,

as once with blazing passion Laodamia came

to the house, begun in vain, of Protesilaus

her husband, the sacrifice not yet appeasing

the godsí love of sacred blood.

Let nothing please me much, Fate, Ramnusian Virgin,

that you by chance may receive unwillingly.

Laodamia learnt from the loss of her husband

how the hungry altar desires holy blood:

she was forced to loose her new spouseís neck,

before one winter, and another returning,

had sated eager love with their long nights,

so she might learn to live without a lost husband,

whom the Fates knew would not live long

if he went as a soldier to the walls of Troy.

For now Helenís abduction had forced

the Greek nobles to rouse their men for Troy,

Troy (the evil!) a common grave for Asia and Europe,

Troy the bitter ruin of men and of all virtue,

have you not even brought my brotherís death.

Oh alas for the brother taken from me,

oh alas the shining light of a brother lost,

with you our whole house is buried together,

with you all our joys perish in one,

that your love nourished in sweet life.

You who, far away, are not interred among famous tombs,

nor near the ashes of the known,

but vile Troy, unhappy Troy, holds your grave,

in the furthest soil of an alien land.

To which they say the men of Greece hurried

from every side, deserting their household shrines,

lest Paris, delighted, carried off at leisure,

to a peaceful bed, the adulteress heíd abducted.

Through your misfortune, then, loveliest Laodamia

your husband was taken from you, dearer to you

than life and spirit: loveís passion, swallowing you

in a whirlpool, carried you into the steep abyss,

as they say the soil of Greek Pheneus near Cyllene

dried up, when the thick swamp was drained,

that Hercules, the divinely-fathered, once dared to lance,

in the hacked out marrow of the mountains,

when his sure arrows struck the Stymphalian birds,

at a worse masterís command, so that the threshold

of the heavens might be frequented by more gods,

and Hebe might not long remain a virgin.

But your deep love, that taught an untamed girl

to bear the yoke, was deeper still than that abyss.

Since the grandchild nursed by an only daughter,

is not as dear to her father, child of his old age,

that, when the childís name† is barely entered

in the grandfatherís will, disposing of his riches,

removing the scornful familyís impious joy,

scatters the vultures from his white head:

no spouse was ever as pleasing to a white dove,

that they say often sinfully gives far more kisses

nipping with its beak, than any woman

who beyond measure longs for as much.

But you alone outdo their great passion,

you who are won for ever by a golden-haired man.

You to whom the light of my life conceded little

or nothing in worth, when she gave herself

into my lap, who often shone, with Cupid

running about her, bright in his saffron tunic.

Even if sheís still not content with Catullus alone,

Iíll suffer the infrequent affairs of a shy mistress,

lest Iím too annoying in the manner of fools.

Often even Juno, greatest of goddesses,

swallows her burning anger with her spouseís sins,

knowing the many affairs of all-willing Jupiter.

And men are not to be compared with the gods,

 

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bear the thankless burden of a worried father.

Yet, led by no fatherís hand, she comes to me,

to the house, fragrant with Assyrian perfumes,

brings me the marvellous gift in the secret night,

she herself, stolen away from her husbandís breast.

And that is enough, if that aloneís granted to me,

that she marks out that day with a brighter light.

This then Allius, for you, what I can, a gift

made of song, in return for your friendship,

lest this day and that, and others on others

touch your name with corrosions of rust.

And let the gods add more to this, those gifts

Themis once used to bring to the pious of old.

May you be happy, both you and your life,

both your house in which we joyed, and the lady,

and he who first gave you to me,

from which source all our good was born, and she,

before everything, dearer to me than him, light of my life,

through whose being alive, living is sweet to me.


69. Odorous: To Rufus

 

Iím not surprised as to why no girl desires

to place her gentle thighs beneath you, Rufus,

not if you were to weaken her with gifts

of rarest dresses, the delights of clearest gems.

A certain evil story wounds you: that they tell

about you: that youíve a wild goat under the armpits.

Everyone hates that, no wonder: since itís a truly

evil-smelling beast, not one that girls bed with.

So either kill the cruel plague to their noses,

or cease to wonder why they run away.


70. Womanís Faithfulness

 

My girl says sheíd rather marry no one but me,

not if Jupiter himself were to ask her.

She says: but what a girl says to her eager lover,

should be written on the wind and in running water.


71. Revenge

 

If a goatís smell under the arms rightly prevents anyone,

or if a slow gout deservedly cripples them,

your rival, who keeps your lover busy,

is discovered by you to be wonderfully sick with both.

Now whenever he fucks her, youíre revenged on the pair:

sheís troubled by the smell, heís ruined by the gout.


72. Familiarity: to Lesbia

 

Once you said you preferred Catullus alone,

Lesbia: would not have Jupiter before me.

I prized you then not like an ordinary lover,

but as a father prizes his children, his family.

Now I know you: so, though I burn more fiercely,

yet youíre worth much less to me, and slighter.

How is that, you ask? The pain of such love

makes a lover love more, but like less.


73. Failed Friend

 

Stop wanting to be kind to all and sundry,

or believing someone can become good.

All are ungrateful: being generous achieves nothing,

rather it wearies even, and greatly harms:

so with me, whom no one oppresses as heavily, bitterly,

as he who once held me to be his one and only friend.


74. Security: to Gellius

 

Gellius had heard his uncle used to rebuke,

anyone who performed or spoke about loveís delights.

To avoid this misfortune himself, he seduced

his uncleís wife, and made his uncle a silent Harpocrates.

What he wanted, he did: for, now though he buggered

his uncle himself, his uncle would not say a word.


75. Chained: to Lesbia

 

My mindís reduced to this, by your faults, Lesbia,

and has ruined itself so in your service,

that now it couldnít wish you well,

were you to become whatís best,

or stop loving you if you do whatís worst.


76. Past Kindness: to the Gods

 

If recalling past good deeds is pleasant to a man,

when he thinks himself to have been virtuous,

not violating sacred ties, nor using the names of gods

in any contract in order to deceive men,

then there are many pleasures left to you, Catullus,

in the rest of life, due to this thankless passion.

Since whatever good a man can do or say

to anyone, has been said and done by you.

All, that entrusted to a thankless heart is lost.

Why torment yourself then any longer?

Why not harden your mind, and shrink from it,

and cease to be unhappy, since the gods are hostile?

Itís difficult to suddenly let go of a former love,

itís difficult, but it would gratify you to do it:

Thatís your one salvation. Thatís for you to prove,

for you to try, whether you can or not.

O gods, if mercy is yours, or if you ever brought help

to a man at the very moment of his death,

gaze at my pain and, if Iíve lived purely,

lift this plague, this destruction from me,

so that the torpor that creeps into my bodyís depths

drives out every joy from my heart.

I no longer ask that she loves me to my face,

or, the impossible, that she be chaste:

I choose health, and to rid myself of this foul illness.

O gods, grant me this for all my kindness.


77. Traitor: to Rufus

 

Rufus, trusted by me as a friend, uselessly and pointlessly,

(Uselessly? Rather, at a great and evil price),

have you crept into my life like this, and ruptured

my entrails, ah alas, have you robbed me of all my good?

Youíve robbed me, oh cruel poison of my life,

oh ruin of my friendship.


78. The Pandar: to Gallus

 

Gallus has brothers, of whom one has the loveliest wife

the other the loveliest son.

Gallus is a cute man: since he joins them as lovers,

so that beautiful boy beds with beautiful girl.

Gallus is a stupid man, not seeing himself as a husband,

who instructs a nephew in an uncleís wifeís adultery.


78b. Immortality

 

But now I grieve that your foul saliva

has polluted the pure lips of a pure girl.

Still youíll not do it with impunity: now all the years

will know you, and ancient tradition tell what you are.


79. Not So Fair: to Lesbius

 

Lesbius is pretty. Why not? Since Lesbia likes him

more than you and all your people, Catullus.

But still let this pretty boy sell Catullus and all his people

if he should find three to acknowledge his birth.


80. Give-Away: to Gellius

 

What can I say, Gellius, as to why those red lips

become whiter than winter snow,

when you leave your house in the morning or when

the eighth hour wakes you placid and weak in the long day?

Itís something, for sure: perhaps rumourís whisper is true

that you swallow the tall jet from a manís groin?

this is for sure: Victorís strained thighs proclaim it,

and your lips marked with dried semen.


81. Strange Taste: to Iuventius

 

Can there be no one in all these people, Iuventius,

no nice man you might begin to like,

besides that guest of yours, yellower than a gilded statue,

from the environs of deadly Pesaro,

who pleases you now, whom you dare to prefer

to me, and do who knows what with?


82. Eye-debt: to Quintius

 

Quintius, if you want Catullus to owe you his eyes

or something that might be more dear than his eyes,

donít steal from him whatís much dearer to him

than his eyes, or something dearer than eyes.


83. The Husband: to Lesbia

 

Lesbia says bad things about me to her husbandís face:

itís the greatest delight to that fool.

Mule, donít you see? If she forgot and was silent about me,

that would be right: now since she moans and abuses,

she not only remembers, but something more serious,

sheís angry. That is, sheís inflamed, so she speaks.


84. Aspirations: to Arrius

 

Arrius said chonvenient when he meant to say

convenient, and ambush was hambush,

and trusted heíd spoken amazingly well,

when heíd said hambush as much as he could.

So, I guess, his mother and uncle spoke, freely,

so his maternal grandfather, grandmother.

When he was posted to Syria our ears had a rest,

they heard the same things said softly and easily,

nor feared to hear such words in future,

when suddenly terrible news is brought,

the Ionian Sea, since Arrius got there,

is not Ionian now, but Hionian.


85. Love-Hate

 

I hate and love. And why, perhaps youíll ask.

I donít know: but I feel, and Iím tormented.


86. True Beauty: to Lesbia

 

Quintiaís lovely to many. To me sheís white, long,

and straight: I acknowledge thatís so.

But I donít agree thatís beauty: thereís no charm,

thereís not a speck of good taste in all of that long body.

Lesbiaís lovely, possessed of all thatís most beautiful,

besides she aloneís stolen all charm from all other women.


87. Incomparable: to Lesbia

 

No woman can say sheís been loved so much,

as my Lesbia in truthís been loved by me.

No faith in any tie was ever so great,

as has been found, on my part, in love of you.


88. Incest in the Family: to Gellius

 

Whatís he doing, Gellius, the man who wantons

with mother and sister, up all night, with no clothes on?

Whatís he doing, who wonít let his uncle play husband?

Do you know how much sin any man might incur?

O Gellius, he incurs so much not furthest Tethys

can wash it away, nor Ocean begetter of Nymphs:

since thereís no sin at all that exists beyond that one,

not if he bent his head, and swallowed himself.


89. Thinness: to Gellius

 

Gellius is thin: why wouldnít he be? Whose mother enjoys life,

so kind and so healthy, and a sister so charming,

and so kind an uncle, and everywhere filled so with

girls whoíre related, why should he leave off being lean?

Though he touched nothing, but what itís illegal to touch,

youíd find any number of reasons why heíd be lean.


90. Too Much! : to Gellius

 

Let a Magus be born from the sinful union

of Gellius and his mother, and learn Persian soothsaying:

since a Magus ought to be born from a mother and son,

if the impious religion of the Persians is true,

so with acceptable chants heíll pleasingly worship the gods

melting the entrails in the greasy flame.


91. My Mistake: to Gellius

 

Itís not because I knew you well or thought you faithful,

Gellius, or thought you could keep your mind from vile sin,

that I expected you to be true to me

in this hopeless ruinous love of mine:

but because I was aware that she, for whom a vast desire

consumes me, was no mother or sister of yours.

And though I was closely linked to you by friendship,

I didnít think that was enough excuse for you.

You considered it enough: thereís so much pleasure

in every game to you, in which thereís any sin.


92. Sign of Love: to Lesbia

 

Lesbia always speaks ill of me, never shuts up

about me: damn me if she doesnít love me.

Whatís the sign? Because itís the same with me: Iím

continually complaining, but damn me if I donít love her.


93. Indifference: to Gaius Julius Caesar

 

Iíve no great inclination to want to please you, Caesar,

or to know which of the two you are, black or white.


94. Naturally: to Mentula

 

Mentula the Cock fornicates. Does a Cock fuck? For sure.

Thatís what they say: the pot picks its own herbs.


95. Smyrna: to Gaius Helvius Cinna

 

My Cinnaís Smyrna is published at last, nine

summers and winters after it was begun,

while from Hatria thereís half a million verses a year

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Smyrna, reaching the deep streams of Cyprian Satrachus,

white-haired centuries will long read Smyrna.

But Volusian annals will be stillborn in Padua,

and often provide a limp wrapper for mackerel.

Let my friendís little monument be dear to me,

and the masses delight in swollen Antimachus.


96. Beyond The Grave: to Gaius Licinius Calvus

 

If anything from our grief, can reach beyond

the mute grave, Calvus, and be pleasing and welcome,

grief with which, in longing, we revive our lost loves,

and weep for vanished friendships once known,

surely Quintiliaís not so much sad for her early death,

as joyful for your love.


97. Disgusting: to Aemilius

 

I did not (may the gods love me) think it mattered,

whether I might be smelling Aemiliusís mouth or arse.

The oneís no cleaner, the otherís no dirtier,

in fact his arse is both cleaner and nicer:

since itís no teeth. Indeed, the other has

foot long teeth, gums like an old box-cart,

and jaws that usually gape like the open

cunt of a pissing mule on heat.

He fucks lots of women, and makes himself out

to be charming, and isnít set to the mill with the ass?

Shouldnít we think, of any girl touching him,

sheís capable of licking a foul hangmanís arse?


98. Well Armed: to Victius

 

About you, if anyone, Stinking Victius, can be said

what they say of the verbose and fatuous.

With that tongue, if the need arose,

you could lick arses, and leather-soled sandals.

If you want to destroy us completely, Victius,

gape at us: what you desire youíll wholly achieve.


99. Stolen Kisses: to Iuventius

 

I stole a sweet kiss while you played, sweet Iuventius,

one sweeter than sweetest ambrosia.

Not taken indeed with impunity: for more than an hour

I remember, I hung at the top of the gallows,

while I was justifying myself to you, yet with my tears

I couldnít lessen your anger a tiny morsel.

No sooner was it done, than, your lips rinsed

with plenty of water, you banished it with your fingers,

so nothing contracted from my lips might remain,

as though it were the foul spit of a tainted whore.

More, you handed me unhappily to vicious love

whoís not failed to torment me in every way,

so that sweet kiss, altered for me from ambrosia,

was more bitter than bitter hellebore then.

Since you lay down such punishments for unhappy love,

now, after this, Iíll never steal kisses again.


100. A Choice: to Marcus Caelius

 

Caelius with Aufilenus, and Quintius with Aufilena,

both madly in love with the brother, the sister,

the flower of Veronese youth. That as they sayís

truly sweet, that fellowship of brothers.

Who shall I favour more? You, Caelius, since

your friendship, alone, saw me through my passion,

when the furious flames scorched me to the core.

Be happy, Caelius, be successful in love.


101. Ave Atque Vale: An Offering to the Dead

 

Carried over many seas, and through many nations,

brother, I come to these sad funeral rites,

to grant you the last gifts to the dead,

and speak in vain to your mute ashes.

Seeing that fate has stolen from me your very self.

Ah alas, my brother, taken shamefully from me,

yet, by the ancient custom of our parents,

receive these sad gifts, offerings to the dead,

soaked deeply with a brotherís tears,

and for eternity, brother: ĎHail and Farewell!í


102. Secrecy: to Cornelius

 

If anything was ever entrusted by a friend to a silent

sure one, whose loyalty of spirit is deeply known,

youíll find Iím equally bound by that sacred rite,

Cornelius, and turned into a pure Harpocrates.


103. Choose: to Silo

 

Silo, please return the ten sestertii,

and then be as wild and unruly as you like:

or, if you like the money, please leave off

being a pander, and wild and unruly too.


104. Monstrous

 

Do you think I could speak ill of my own life,

she whoís dearer to me than my two eyes?

I couldnít, nor, if I could, would I love so desperately:

but you, with Tappo, you do everything monstrous.


105. No Poet: to Mentula

 

Mentula the Cock tries to climb the Parnassian Mount:

the Muses with pitchforks toss him out, head first.


106. Itís Obvious

 

When you see one whoís an auctioneer with a pretty boy,

what to think, but that he wants to advertise himself?


107. Back Again: to Lesbia

 

If anything happens to one who desires it, and wishes

and never expects it, itís a special delight to the mind.

Likewise, this is delight, dearer than gold, to me,

that you come back to me, Lesbia, in my longing.

come back, desired and un-hoped for, give yourself

back to me. O day marked out with greater brightness!

Who exists more happily than me, or can say

that he wishes for any life greater than this?


108. Dear Cominius

 

If your white-haired old age, soiled by your impure ways,

is ended by will of the people, Cominius,

Iíve no doubt, for my part, your tongue, first, the enemy

of good, will be cut out, and given to eager vultures,

your eyes gouged out, swallowed by black-throated ravens,

your intestines by dogs, the rest of your body by wolves.


109. A Prayer: to Lesbia

 

You declare that this love of ours will be happy,

mea vita, and eternal between us.

Great gods, let it be that she promises truthfully,

and says it sincerely, and from her heart,

so we may extend, through the whole of our life,

this endless bond of sacred friendship.


110. No Cheating: to Aufilena

 

Aufilena, just mistresses are always praised:

they accept their reward, for what they agree to.

You, who promised, dishonestly hostile, to me,

who donít give but just take, you do wrong.

To carry it through would be fine, Aufilena,

not to promise is chaste: but to snatch at whatís given

in fraudulent service, is worse than the greediest whore

who offers herself with her whole body.


111. Preferable: to Aufilena

 

To live content with one man, Aufilena,

is the glory of highest glories for a bride:

but its better to sleep with whoever she likes,

than be mother of her cousins by her uncle.


112. To Naso

 

Youíre a lot of man, Naso, but lots of men

wouldnít stoop to you: Naso, a lot of man and a pathic.


113. Fruitful: to Gaius Helvius Cinna

 

In Pompeyís first Consulate two men frequented Maecilia,

Cinna: now he is Consul again

those two remain, but each oneís increased by a thousand.

The fruitful seed of adultery.


114. Mirage: to Mentula

 

They say, no lie, that Mentula the Cock is rich

with the pastures of Firmum, full of good things,

fowling of every kind, fish, meadows, fields and game.

In vain: his incomeís surpassed by his costs.

So, I concede heís rich, while everythingís lacking.

lets praise the pastures, so long as heís in want.


115. Menace: to Mentula

 

Mentulaís good for thirty acres of meadows,

forty of fields: the rest of itís marsh.

Why shouldnít he exceed Croesus in riches,

one who possesses so many assets, in land,

meadows, fields, vast woods and pastures and pools

as far as the Hyperboreans, and Oceanís seas?

All this is great, but heís the greatest of all,

not a man, but, in truth, a great projecting Cock.


116. The Last Word: to Gellius

 

Iíve often been searching around, my busy mind hunting,

as to how I could send you Callimachusís poems,

so theyíd soften you towards me, so youíd not try

to land your hostile shafts on my head,

now I see Iíve troubled myself in vain,

Gellius, my good intentions were worthless.

Iíll evade the shafts of yours you fire at me,

but youíll be punished, fixed for ever by mine.


Note: Fragments I-III are not translated and regarded as spurious.

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To whom do I send this fresh little book. 6

Sparrow, my sweet girlís delight,7

Itís as pleasing to me as, they say,7

Mourn, O you Loves and Cupids. 8

This boat you see, friends, will tell you. 9

Let us live, my Lesbia, let us love,10

Flavius, unless your delights. 11

Lesbia, you ask how many kisses of yours. 12

Sad Catullus, stop playing the fool,13

Veranius, first to me of all14

Varus drags me into his affairs. 15

Furius and Aurelius, you friends of Catullus,15

Asinius Marrucinus, you donít employ. 17

Youíll dine well, in a few days, with me,18

If I didnít love you more than my eyes,19

I commend myself and my love to you,20

Iíll fuck you and bugger you,21

O Cologna, who want a long bridge to sport on,22

Aurelius, father of hungers,24

Varus, that Suffenus, thoroughly known to us,25

Furius, you whoíve neither slaves nor cash. 26

Iuventius, who are our pride,27

Thallus the sodomite, softer than rabbitís fur28

Furius, your little villaís not exposed. 29

Serving-boy fill for me stronger cups. 30

Followers of Piso, needy retinue,31

Who could see it, who could endure it,32

Alfenus, negligent, false to the concord of pals,33

Sirmio, jewel of islands, jewel of peninsulas,34

Please, my sweet IpsŪthilla,35

O first of the bath-house thieves. 36

Under Dianaís protection,37

Paper, Iíd like you to say to Caecilius,38

Annals, of Volusius, papyrus droppings,39

Lecherous tavern, and you its regulars,40

Heís ill, Cornificius, your Catullus,41

Egnatius, because he has snow-white teeth,42

What illness of mind, poor little Ravidus,43

Ameana, a girl fucked by all,44

Come, hendecasyllables, all that there are. 45

Greetings, girl with a nose not the shortest,46

O my estate, whether youíre Sabine or Tiburtine. 47

Septimius holding his beloved Acme. 48

Now Spring returns mild and temperate,49

Porcius and Socration, two left hands. 50

Iuventius, if I were always allowed. 51

Most fluent of Romulusís descendants,52

Yesterday, Calvus, idle day. 53

He seems equal to the gods, to me, that man,54

Why, Catullus? Why wait to die?. 55

I laughed when someone, from the crowd,56

Othoís head is quite tiny,57

I beg you, if itís not too much trouble,58

O Cato, an amusing ridiculous thing,59

Beautifully matched the perverse buggers,60

Caelius, our Lesbia, that Lesbia,61

Rufa from Bologna gives head to Rufulus,62

You now, did a lioness, from African mountains,63

You, who live on Heliconís. 64

Evening is here, young men, arise: evening, awaited. 69

As soon as Attis, borne over the deep seas in a swift boat,71

Once they say pine-trees born on the heights of Pelion. 73

Though Iím continually worn out by griefís pain,82

He who gazed at all the lights in the vast heavens,83

O hail, sweet door, pleasing to a husband, pleasing. 85

That you send this letter to me, written with tears,87

I canít conceal, goddesses, the things of mine. 88

Iím not surprised as to why no girl desires. 91

My girl says sheíd rather marry no one but me,92

If a goatís smell under the arms rightly prevents anyone,93

Once you said you preferred Catullus alone,94

Stop wanting to be kind to all and sundry,95

Gellius had heard his uncle used to rebuke,96

My mindís reduced to this, by your faults, Lesbia,97

Rufus, trusted by me as a friend, uselessly and pointlessly,99

Gallus has brothers, of whom one has the loveliest wife. 100

But now I grieve that your foul saliva. 101

What can I say, Gellius, as to why those red lips. 103

Can there be no one in all these people, Iuventius,104

Quintius, if you want Catullus to owe you his eyes. 105

Lesbia says bad things about me to her husbandís face:106

Arrius said chonvenient when he meant to say. 107

Quintiaís lovely to many. To me sheís white, long,109

No woman can say sheís been loved so much,110

Whatís he doing, Gellius, the man who wantons. 111

Let a Magus be born from the sinful union. 113

Itís not because I knew you well or thought you faithful,114

Lesbia always speaks ill of me, never shuts up. 115

Iíve no great inclination to want to please you, Caesar,116

Mentula the Cock fornicates. Does a Cock fuck? For sure.117

My Cinnaís Smyrna is published at last, nine. 118

If anything from our grief, can reach beyond. 119

I did not (may the gods love me) think it mattered,120

About you, if anyone, Stinking Victius, can be said. 121

I stole a sweet kiss while you played, sweet Iuventius,122

Caelius with Aufilenus, and Quintius with Aufilena,123

Carried over many seas, and through many nations,124

If anything was ever entrusted by a friend to a silent125

Silo, please return the ten sestertii,126

Do you think I could speak ill of my own life,127

Mentula the Cock tries to climb the Parnassian Mount:128

When you see one whoís an auctioneer with a pretty boy,129

If your white-haired old age, soiled by your impure ways,131

Aufilena, just mistresses are always praised:133

To live content with one man, Aufilena,134

Youíre a lot of man, Naso, but lots of men. 135

In Pompeyís first Consulate two men frequented Maecilia,136

They say, no lie, that Mentula the Cock is rich. 137

Mentulaís as good as thirty acres of meadows,138

Iíve often been searching around, my busy mind hunting,139